I am slowly losing will to live

[Napoleon1800]

As the Halloween season approaches, I seen so many people making plans to go to parties, but here I am completely isolated. I only actively talk to 3 people who are Muslims and don’t even celebrate Halloween let alone get invited to parties jfl. I seen even the most basic of normies talk about parties and going and doing what and not. I greet those who are popular and hyper nt but that’s as far as it goes, I can’t join any of their groups to talk to any. I may have autism since when I’m speaking about completely normal things people are weirded out. I’m already seen as a non nt retard by anyone I’ve spoken to, male or female, I see it in their facial expressions and tones of voice, despite me not having done anything non nt in my own head.

I’m 18 yet still completely khhv and I see literally almost everyone else in the environment around me socialising and going to parties, yet I’ve never been to one. It’s quite depressing, especially at my age, I feel like there’s no come back. I don’t have the appearance, style, lingo, accent, mindset or anything of nt popular people. as a result I just laze around doing nothing. I need something to completely break my inhibitions, others life just feels pointless.

 

[Eriot Lodger]

 

[Schizomogger]

Jfl nigga wants to kill himself bc hes too scared to make friends

 

[Napoleon1800]

 

[Napoleon1800]

Jfl nigga wants to kill himself bc hes too scared to make friends

No nigga I tried it don’t work I literally joined a new place and I already been isolated despite speaking loads

 

[Schizomogger]

No nigga I tried it don’t work I literally joined a new place and I already been isolated despite speaking loads

Definitely a victim of social anxiety and autism,

 

[fraudmaxxer7]

Definitely a victim of social anxiety and autism,

ive never seen any1 be truly non njt past 18 and somehow reverse it,im 20 and cant even

 

[BigJimsWornOutTires]

Gotta put yourself out there. Get a job. You'll meet people.

 

[Napoleon1800]

ive never seen any1 be truly non njt past 18 and somehow reverse it,im 20 and cant even

I genuinely don’t know what to do, I’ve stopped any anti social or abnormal behaviour, I behave like a complete basic npc yet I’m still seen as some weirdo

 

[PeakIncels]

sorry to hear bro, I'm in your same situation, bump for your thread because I want you to be helped

 

[castizo]

its hard for me to read those long paragraphs so i didint read but i really hope it gets better bhai

 

[PeakIncels]

its hard for me to read those long paragraphs so i didint read but i really hope it gets better bhai

u kind user tbh

 

[fraudmaxxer7]

I genuinely don’t know what to do, I’ve stopped any anti social or abnormal behaviour, I behave like a complete basic npc yet I’m still seen as some weirdo

im the same i try soo hard to say the right things and say nothing weird but since i say it in such a shy way/anxious face it looks weird,while ive seen ppl say the most weird things but simply bc they are low inhib its fine,saying weird thingd whole being confident is one million times better then being shy and acting normal

 

[BigJimsWornOutTires]

sorry to hear bro, I'm in your same situation, bump for your thread because I want you to be helped

Gotta put yourself out there. Get a job. You'll meet people.

 

[PeakIncels]

Gotta put yourself out there. Get a job. You'll meet people.

bro I swear if I could I'd get a job asap, but in Italy you can't work if your under 18, like law doesn't let u, if boss or store owner gets caught by law it's game over for both of u

 

[Napoleon1800]

Gotta put yourself out there. Get a job. You'll meet people.

Nigga I speak as much as I can, I meet people, they just don’t want have anything to do with me,

 

[Napoleon1800]

im the same i try soo hard to say the right things and say nothing weird but since i say it in such a shy way/anxious face it looks weird,while ive seen ppl say the most weird things but simply bc they are low inhib its fine,saying weird thingd whole being confident is one million times better then being shy and acting normal

What’s brutal is that I don’t even act shy much I speak a lot and always put myself in The spotlight but then I’m just seen as a an attention seeking or an arrogant weirdo or some shit legit can’t win

 

[Napoleon1800]

its hard for me to read those long paragraphs so i didint read but i really hope it gets better bhai

Nigga I can’t take u serious with the love hearts

 

[castizo]

Nigga I can’t take u serious with the love hearts

why not?? i thought u would like that

 

[Napoleon1800]

why not?? i thought u would like that

Idk nigga unfortunately reminds me of those fake support bitches do

 

[castizo]

Idk nigga unfortunately reminds me of those fake support bitches do

Im not fake support, i care

 

[Napoleon1800]

Im not fake support, i care

Ik, I just saying with the love hearts reminds me of how women talk to each other

 

[castizo]

Ik, I just saying with the love hearts reminds me of how women talk to each other

are you a girl?

 

[Saint Casanova]

ive never seen any1 be truly non njt past 18 and somehow reverse it,im 20 and cant even

You can fix social anxiety ( takes lots of effort) but not serious mental conditions that you’re born with obviously.

 

[fraudmaxxer7]

You can fix social anxiety ( takes lots of effort) but not serious mental conditions that you’re born with obviously.

how exactly?

 

[Saint Casanova]

how exactly?

Exposure therapy, drugs, roids

 

[Saint Casanova]

Exposure therapy, drugs, roids

And also it’s linked to your looks. If you’re suddenly transformed into a 6’3 wide framed Chad, your social anxiety will dramatically decrease

 

[isis_Bleach]

same i think its my tone of voice and shaky body language that puts ppl off they assume im weird its my naturwl place in their minds

 

[Napoleon1800]

And also it’s linked to your looks. If you’re suddenly transformed into a 6’3 wide framed Chad, your social anxiety will dramatically decrease

Yh tall htn+ are giga nt

 

[Napoleon1800]

And also it’s linked to your looks. If you’re suddenly transformed into a 6’3 wide framed Chad, your social anxiety will dramatically decrease

Me being a 5’10 high tier subhuman doesn’t help

 

[Saint Casanova]

Me being a 5’10 high tier subhuman doesn’t help

Did I rate you before or nah ?

 

[Napoleon1800]

Exposure therapy, drugs, roids

What drugs lower inhibition

 

[Napoleon1800]

Did I rate you before or nah ?

No, but I’m in the high subhuman, low Ltn range, I descended very hard

 

[Saint Casanova]

What drugs lower inhibition

Alcohol, Coke, some other ones that I don’t know as well. Quite a lot of them tbh

 

[Saint Casanova]

No, but I’m in the high subhuman, low Ltn range, I descended very hard

Why ?

 

[Napoleon1800]

Why ?

Well I was looksmaxxed a bit but then I lost motivation because of financial issues and I just gave up fully, I gained a little bit of fat, my face became more recessed etc

 

[NumbThePain]

Gotta put yourself out there. Get a job. You'll meet people.

Hello?

 

[BigJimsWornOutTires]

Hello?

Hello to you too! Glad to meet you.

 

[NumbThePain]

Hello to you too! Glad to meet you.

Nice to meet you

 

[Daddy's Home]

Just watch this, you might feel better or some shit, like you can imagine being there with them..

 

[BigJimsWornOutTires]

Just watch this, you might feel better or some shit, like you can imagine being there with them..

Good times. Back during my gamut of easy scores, I never missed a Halloween party. One year, I participated in a Haunted House. I was 17. My side bitch's friend's bestie, Melody was there too. Before the door opened for the public, I was in a white ghost outfit with a matching color hoodie and she said, "Hide me!" She climbed under the sheet and started blowing me.

Moments later, the door opened and the guests came walking by. They had no idea another person was under my sheet blowing me but a guy said, "The fuck is this? The KKK haunted house? I love it!"

 

[Entschuldigung]

Im living on sheer will power