I am slowly losing will to live

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As the Halloween season approaches, I seen so many people making plans to go to parties, but here I am completely isolated. I only actively talk to 3 people who are Muslims and don’t even celebrate Halloween let alone get invited to parties jfl. I seen even the most basic of normies talk about parties and going and doing what and not. I greet those who are popular and hyper nt but that’s as far as it goes, I can’t join any of their groups to talk to any. I may have autism since when I’m speaking about completely normal things people are weirded out. I’m already seen as a non nt retard by anyone I’ve spoken to, male or female, I see it in their facial expressions and tones of voice, despite me not having done anything non nt in my own head.

I’m 18 yet still completely khhv and I see literally almost everyone else in the environment around me socialising and going to parties, yet I’ve never been to one. It’s quite depressing, especially at my age, I feel like there’s no come back. I don’t have the appearance, style, lingo, accent, mindset or anything of nt popular people. as a result I just laze around doing nothing. I need something to completely break my inhibitions, others life just feels pointless.
 
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Jfl nigga wants to kill himself bc hes too scared to make friends :lul:
 
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Jfl nigga wants to kill himself bc hes too scared to make friends :lul:
No nigga I tried it don’t work I literally joined a new place and I already been isolated despite speaking loads
 
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No nigga I tried it don’t work I literally joined a new place and I already been isolated despite speaking loads
Definitely a victim of social anxiety and autism,
 
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Definitely a victim of social anxiety and autism,
ive never seen any1 be truly non njt past 18 and somehow reverse it,im 20 and cant even
 
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Gotta put yourself out there. Get a job. You'll meet people.
 
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ive never seen any1 be truly non njt past 18 and somehow reverse it,im 20 and cant even
I genuinely don’t know what to do, I’ve stopped any anti social or abnormal behaviour, I behave like a complete basic npc yet I’m still seen as some weirdo
 
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sorry to hear bro, I'm in your same situation, bump for your thread because I want you to be helped
 
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its hard for me to read those long paragraphs so i didint read but i really hope it gets better bhai💕
 
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I genuinely don’t know what to do, I’ve stopped any anti social or abnormal behaviour, I behave like a complete basic npc yet I’m still seen as some weirdo
im the same i try soo hard to say the right things and say nothing weird but since i say it in such a shy way/anxious face it looks weird,while ive seen ppl say the most weird things but simply bc they are low inhib its fine,saying weird thingd whole being confident is one million times better then being shy and acting normal
 
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sorry to hear bro, I'm in your same situation, bump for your thread because I want you to be helped
Gotta put yourself out there. Get a job. You'll meet people.
 
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Gotta put yourself out there. Get a job. You'll meet people.
bro I swear if I could I'd get a job asap, but in Italy you can't work if your under 18, like law doesn't let u, if boss or store owner gets caught by law it's game over for both of u
 
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im the same i try soo hard to say the right things and say nothing weird but since i say it in such a shy way/anxious face it looks weird,while ive seen ppl say the most weird things but simply bc they are low inhib its fine,saying weird thingd whole being confident is one million times better then being shy and acting normal
What’s brutal is that I don’t even act shy much I speak a lot and always put myself in The spotlight but then I’m just seen as a an attention seeking or an arrogant weirdo or some shit legit can’t win
 
its hard for me to read those long paragraphs so i didint read but i really hope it gets better bhai💕
Nigga I can’t take u serious with the love hearts
 
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ive never seen any1 be truly non njt past 18 and somehow reverse it,im 20 and cant even
You can fix social anxiety ( takes lots of effort) but not serious mental conditions that you’re born with obviously.
 
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Exposure therapy, drugs, roids
And also it’s linked to your looks. If you’re suddenly transformed into a 6’3 wide framed Chad, your social anxiety will dramatically decrease
 
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same i think its my tone of voice and shaky body language that puts ppl off they assume im weird its my naturwl place in their minds
 
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And also it’s linked to your looks. If you’re suddenly transformed into a 6’3 wide framed Chad, your social anxiety will dramatically decrease
Yh tall htn+ are giga nt
 
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And also it’s linked to your looks. If you’re suddenly transformed into a 6’3 wide framed Chad, your social anxiety will dramatically decrease
Me being a 5’10 high tier subhuman doesn’t help
 
Well I was looksmaxxed a bit but then I lost motivation because of financial issues and I just gave up fully, I gained a little bit of fat, my face became more recessed etc
 
Hello to you too! Glad to meet you.

Awkward Season 3 GIF by The Office
 
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Just watch this, you might feel better or some shit, like you can imagine being there with them..

 
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Just watch this, you might feel better or some shit, like you can imagine being there with them..


Good times. Back during my gamut of easy scores, I never missed a Halloween party. One year, I participated in a Haunted House. I was 17. My side bitch's friend's bestie, Melody was there too. Before the door opened for the public, I was in a white ghost outfit with a matching color hoodie and she said, "Hide me!" She climbed under the sheet and started blowing me.

Moments later, the door opened and the guests came walking by. They had no idea another person was under my sheet blowing me but a guy said, "The fuck is this? The KKK haunted house? I love it!"
 
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Im living on sheer will power
 
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it’s ok bro u don’t gotta do what everybody else is doing . i bet they’re not even happy and it’s all for social media or to show others that they have nice lives but we all know that’s not really the case . i know this because i kinda fit into the normie lifestyle but it’s unbearable because i know how fake everyone is and how it’s all bullshit
 
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