I am such a failure I want to off myself

[Abhorrence]

my parents did everything they could for me but i chose to be depressed rotter

i brought nothing but pain on my family but they still support me

its hard to not off yourself in this situation i went thru some shit not gonna go into detail but my pride and ego took a big hit

 

[Abhorrence]

but at the same time i feel like this world is shit and its not my fault

i feel like going full dark triad pyscho sometimes

 

[Abhorrence]

but at the same time i feel like this world is shit and its not my fault

i feel like going full dark triad pyscho sometimes

@Witheredly90 in this situation should I go full on Griffith or go light triad, drop my edginess and connect with people

 

[Abhorrence]

@Witheredly90 in this situation should I go full on Griffith or go light triad, drop my edginess and connect with people

the former feels more tempting ngl

 

[Deleted member 11126]

@Witheredly90 in this situation should I go full on Griffith or go light triad, drop my edginess and connect with people

Idk man you mog 99% of Turks even in America or Europe you are better then average idk why your asking for my advice. Its like a rich person asking a starving man what type of steak he should order. Stop taunting me man I get it your some misunderstood chad or whatever go cry about it alone

 

[Abhorrence]

Idk man you mog 99% of Turks even in America or Europe you are better then average idk why your asking for my advice. Its like a rich person asking a starving man what type of steak he should order. Stop taunting me man I get it your some misunderstood chad or whatever go cry about it alone

i tag you because i relate to ur posts

bruv i went thru fucked up shit dont want to elab but me feeling like utter shit is completely justified just know that

 

[fuxkdakikez]

u didnt choose, your face prob is the reason. no hate

 

[Deleted member 11126]

i tag you because i relate to ur posts

bruv i went thru fucked up shit dont want to elab but me feeling like utter shit is completely justified just know that

Well maybe in Europe you would be a HTN I guess but in Turkey you are a Chad. You don't look ugly your 6'5 you have colored eyes you should be grateful most Turks I know look awful and are short.

Literally 1 in 100 Turk

 

[Deleted member 11126]

I am sick of being around fakecels all day @MongolTurk too.

 

[EnglandBadman]

Hard times never last, only hard people.

 

[Abhorrence]

I am sick of being around fakecels all day @MongolTurk too.

well you admitted u were sexhaver too man

 

[bluk]

same but my parents are subhuman retards that ruined my life so fuck em

 

[Deleted member 11126]

well you admitted u were sexhaver too man

It was pure luck and besides she made the first move. I regret it man I have failed at everything in life I even failed at being a truecel somehow. I can't even be a truecel thats how brutal my life is.

 

[Abhorrence]

It was pure luck and besides she made the first move. I regret it man I have failed at everything in life I even failed at being a truecel somehow. I can't even be a truecel thats how brutal my life is.

miren humblebrag

 

[Deleted member 11126]

Imagine being a failed normie a failed incel just failing at everything in life. Its like god couldn't even let me be a truecel he had to give me a sliver of hope so I can't ever truly claim its over.

 

[Abhorrence]

Imagine being a failed normie a failed incel just failing at everything in life. Its like god couldn't even let me be a truecel he had to give me a sliver of hope so I can't ever truly claim its over.

how was ur hs and college experience

 

[Deleted member 11126]

how was ur hs and college experience

bad

 

[Abhorrence]

bad

did any girl ever show interest in you
were you a friendless non NT dude or were you inkwell despite being relatively NT

 

[Abhorrence]

bad

same

 

[Deleted member 11126]

did any girl ever show interest in you
were you a friendless non NT dude or were you inkwell despite being relatively NT

Girls in HS teased me a lot because I was super short. Some foid sexually harassed me in front of everyone and people would always laugh at me so I developed an extreme fear and hatred of women starting at 14

I was 5'3 till 16 or so when I started to grow so women were taller then me

 

[Deleted member 52237]

same but my parents are subhuman retards that ruined my life so fuck em

they gave you life

 

[Deleted member 52237]

my parents did everything they could for me but i chose to be depressed rotter

i brought nothing but pain on my family but they still support me

its hard to not off yourself in this situation i went thru some shit not gonna go into detail but my pride and ego took a big hit

Look into Hamza on YouTube

 

[Abhorrence]

Girls in HS teased me a lot because I was super short. Some foid sexually harassed me in front of everyone and people would always laugh at me so I developed an extreme fear and hatred of women starting at 14

for me my skin was fucked at the start of hs and was chubby that fucked with me allat

i too developed extreme hatred for women

 

[Deleted member 11126]

for me my skin was fucked at the start of hs and was chubby that fucked with me allat

i too developed extreme hatred for women

I guess its not a pity competition all humans are suffering in their own versions of hell. That is what the planet is it is satans domain.

 

[Abhorrence]

Look into Hamza on YouTube

i am jefrey i want to jump off a cliff

 

[Abhorrence]

I guess its not a pity competition all humans are suffering in their own versions of hell. That is what the planet is it is satans domain.

everyone has one common problem in this forum

being forced to endure torture in hs because of bluepilled boomer parents

then we are left mentally crippled for the rest of our lives

it doesnt matter if we ascend lookswise at this point bcuz we are all far too gone

 

[bluk]

they gave you life

ok? Not like I asked for it. Obviously wouldn't have cared if I wasn't born.

 

[Deleted member 11126]

everyone has one common problem in this forum

being forced to endure torture in hs because of bluepilled boomer parents

then we are left mentally crippled for the rest of our lives

it doesnt matter how we look at this point bcuz we are all far too gone

I have come to believe the world is evil from the top down. The people who control this world are Satanic clearly I think the only thing we can do is to break the cycle. Evil is done onto us but if we commit the same evil back into the world then the cycle gets worse. All the evil people in the world were once Children most pedos were victims of pedos the end result is being worse. That will never end

Spite and hatred are not the way

 

[Deleted member 11126]

ok? Not like I asked for it. Obviously wouldn't have cared if I wasn't born.

Okay then rope? Its your choice to be alive

 

[bluk]

Okay then rope? Its your choice to be alive

obviously now that i'm alive I don't wanna kms.
low iq if you don't understand what I mean.

 

[Deleted member 11126]

obviously now that i'm alive I don't wanna kms.
low iq if you don't understand what I mean.

It is a choice to remain alive. If your going to live you ought to try for a better life as you have chosen to remain

 

[Abhorrence]

obviously now that i'm alive I don't wanna kms.
low iq if you don't understand what I mean.

survival instinct

 

[Abhorrence]

It is a choice to remain alive.

illusion of choice

 

[Abhorrence]

I have come to believe the world is evil from the top down. The people who control this world are Satanic clearly I think the only thing we can do is to break the cycle. Evil is done onto us but if we commit the same evil back into the world then the cycle gets worse. All the evil people in the world were once Children most pedos were victims of pedos the end result is being worse. That will never end

Spite and hatred are not the way

noway man i have been done wrong i want revenge

 

[Abhorrence]

I have come to believe the world is evil from the top down. The people who control this world are Satanic clearly I think the only thing we can do is to break the cycle. Evil is done onto us but if we commit the same evil back into the world then the cycle gets worse. All the evil people in the world were once Children most pedos were victims of pedos the end result is being worse. That will never end

Spite and hatred are not the way

 

[bluk]

It is a choice to remain alive. If your going to live you ought to try for a better life as you have chosen to remain

i'm just trying to be comfy, shitposting, playing vidya, gymcelling etc.

 

[Deleted member 11126]

noway man i have been done wrong i want revenge

K enjoy the spite and misery you deserve coming to you.

 

[Deleted member 11126]

i'm just trying to be comfy, shitposting, playing vidya, gymcelling etc.

Then you want to be alive more then you want to die therefore you have chosen to live

 

[bluk]

Then you want to be alive more then you want to die therefore you have chosen to live

I mean that if I was never born then I wouldn't care because I wouldn't exist lol. So I don't give a fuck that my parents gave me life and i'm not grateful for it ultimately wouldn't have made a difference to me.

 

[Abhorrence]

K enjoy the spite and misery you deserve coming to you.

its hard for me to act like a normal human being and fit in with normfags i feel like i am betraying myself

i am a victim i have been done wrong very wrong

 

[Deleted member 30411]

my parents did everything they could for me but i chose to be depressed rotter

i brought nothing but pain on my family but they still support me

its hard to not off yourself in this situation i went thru some shit not gonna go into detail but my pride and ego took a big hit

I miss u bro I really I'm back cuz depression u know hows it going? Since I left

 

[Deleted member 11126]

its hard for me to act like a normal human being and fit in with normfags i feel like i am betraying myself

i am a victim i have been done wrong very wrong

Your not griffith you will not hurt anyone in the end but yourself and you will die a pathetic die after living a pathetic life. I don't feel sorry at all for you from what I have read thats just that.

 

[Deleted member 30411]

I don’t care that im ugly, I don’t care that I’m a brokie, I don’t care that I don’t have friends I just don’t care anymore. weed, repetitive and constant humiliation, child abused by whole life , has fucked my mind beyond saving. I’m just a living corpse at this point, I don’t have any emotions left in me (NO CRINGE SHIT, IM BEING FR). I have nothing left to lose

 

[Abhorrence]

I miss u bro I really I'm back cuz depression u know hows it going? Since I left

i missed you too bro
my life is still the same how have you been

 

[Abhorrence]

Your not griffith you will not hurt anyone in the end but yourself and you will die a pathetic die after living a pathetic life. I don't feel sorry at all for you from what I have read thats just that.

ur prolly right

I actually dont want to hurt people anymore, I used to but now I don't. I just feel anhedonic nowadays just want to LDAR at home dont want to interact with anybody at all.

It's sad man I used to be so happy when I was a bluepilled kiddo but people bursted my comfortable bubble and forced me to face with the brutal realities of our world

 

[Deleted member 11126]

Your not griffith you will not hurt anyone in the end but yourself and you will die a pathetic die after living a pathetic life. I don't feel sorry at all for you from what I have read thats just that.

idk now that I am thinking more I think this is self projection about how I feel about myself. I hate when I see myself in other people it truly is a revolting sight.

 

[Abhorrence]

@Witheredly90 have you experienced that limerent autistic obsession type oneitis
did you cope by Maladaptive Daydreaming when ur younger

if ur answers are yes to those we are one in the same

 

[Deleted member 11126]

@Witheredly90 have you experienced that limerent autistic obsession type oneitis
did you cope by Maladaptive Daydreaming when ur younger

if ur answers are yes to those we are one in the same

I don't normally get oneitis the girl I was ever obessed with was the one I slept with it still messed me up because I try to find girls like her. Because my brain associates it with the only woman who has ever shown me kindness.

I never got along with my mother or any other woman

 

[Deleted member 11126]

@Witheredly90 have you experienced that limerent autistic obsession type oneitis
did you cope by Maladaptive Daydreaming when ur younger

if ur answers are yes to those we are one in the same

Also I would create stories in my head as a kid a lot still do sometimes today but its less extreme

 

[AspiringMogger]

i went thru some shit not gonna go into detail

Grown man posting same way as a 14 year old white girl