Hardeplaat
Iron
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- Jan 18, 2021
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I became blackpilled when i was 16, that was 3 years ago. I did almost every looksmax in the book. I bonesmashed, i iced my eyebrows, i did all the softmaxxes, i took mk677, i did facial exercises, i took a shit ton of supllements and went to the gym (didnt mew coz palate too narrow). And i ascended, i got chosen as the number 1 most handsome guy from school TWICE (we have contest like these at the end of the year), i pulled beautifull chicks, got 100s of matches in a couple of days and got a stacy girlfriend. i went from a 5.5 to an 8.
But it gave me nothing. Im not more confident, im not better with girls, im not more succesfull. All i am is obsessed with looks. All the successes i have had with women, all the appraisal i have gotten, means nothing because my whole happiness is based on how i look. And to be frank, i have gotten used to being an 8. I lost my girlsfriend because of stupid blackpill thinking, I cant normally talk to girls because i am ALWAYS thinking about if i am looking good enough. I dont look at females like they are normal humans. These FUCKING STUPID tinder experiments and "blackpill study data" have fucked up my perception of women.
I fucking hate it. I dont even feel handsome ,all i can look at are my flaws. I cant pull shit, because all i have relied on are my looks. And looks dont even matter that much. Everyone looks its weird that normies have hot girlfriends, well thats because your paradigm of thinking about the world is truly fucked.
Fuck this game man. Im retiring from this fucking stupid blackpill mentality, and i urge everyone who reads this to do so too. If not, then youre a fucking retard.
Fuck everyone in here, i will never see you again. Fucking losers, i mog 99% of you and i still cant pull shit and im still not satisfied with how i look. Fuck you, you incels.
But it gave me nothing. Im not more confident, im not better with girls, im not more succesfull. All i am is obsessed with looks. All the successes i have had with women, all the appraisal i have gotten, means nothing because my whole happiness is based on how i look. And to be frank, i have gotten used to being an 8. I lost my girlsfriend because of stupid blackpill thinking, I cant normally talk to girls because i am ALWAYS thinking about if i am looking good enough. I dont look at females like they are normal humans. These FUCKING STUPID tinder experiments and "blackpill study data" have fucked up my perception of women.
I fucking hate it. I dont even feel handsome ,all i can look at are my flaws. I cant pull shit, because all i have relied on are my looks. And looks dont even matter that much. Everyone looks its weird that normies have hot girlfriends, well thats because your paradigm of thinking about the world is truly fucked.
Fuck this game man. Im retiring from this fucking stupid blackpill mentality, and i urge everyone who reads this to do so too. If not, then youre a fucking retard.
Fuck everyone in here, i will never see you again. Fucking losers, i mog 99% of you and i still cant pull shit and im still not satisfied with how i look. Fuck you, you incels.
