I assumed that I'll be alone my whole life

[returnofthecutecel]

I am deformed and I have every possible failo. I'm not fishing compliments but I don't deserve this. Because of my bad cranium development, bad height, shit pheno, small dick, bullying as a child, overprotective education, maybe some kind of neurodivergence and bad decisions that I took in my life now I'm alone.

I'm a 24 years old incel (kissless hugless handholdless virgin) and I seek help here. I want to ascend but also to redirect my life. Finished studies and still no job. No friends, my parents getting older and my dad with cancer.

I'm scared of dying alone and I have no motivation in my life. I left my hobbies and I've been rotting on incel forums since I was 18 (like 2019-2020). Trapped in a loophole but I can't find the solution.

Idk if my life can be fixed or at this point rop1ng is the only alternative.

Please, don't think I opened the other threads just to fish compliments. And if I did it, it's because I don't get dopamine from real life. I hope you understand that.

 

[Spamorzz]

I am deformed and I have every possible failo. I'm not fishing compliments but I don't deserve this. Because of my bad cranium development, bad height, shit pheno, small dick, bullying as a child, overprotective education, maybe some kind of neurodivergence and bad decisions that I took in my life now I'm alone.

I'm a 24 years old incel (kissless hugless handholdless virgin) and I seek help here. I want to ascend but also to redirect my life. Finished studies and still no job. No friends, my parents getting older and my dad with cancer.

I'm scared of dying alone and I have no motivation in my life. I left my hobbies and I've been rotting on incel forums since I was 18 (like 2019-2020). Trapped in a loophole but I can't find the solution.

Idk if my life can be fixed or at this point rop1ng is the only alternative.

Please, don't think I opened the other threads just to fish compliments. And if I did it, it's because I don't get dopamine from real life. I hope you understand that.

Do not kill yourself by any means theres always a way bro

 

[superpsycho]

same, relatable

 

[returnofthecutecel]

same, relatable

I think we should post in .is tbh and not here.

 

[returnofthecutecel]

Do not kill yourself by any means theres always a way bro

I think it's better to just end with it than to keep suffering. At my age it's just a point of no return.

 

[Spamorzz]

I think it's better to just end with it than to keep suffering. At my age it's just a point of no return.

You just need to find a meaning for your life. a permanent solution wont help temporary problems

 

[returnofthecutecel]

You just need to find a meaning for your life. a permanent solution wont help temporary problems

But this is a looksmaxxing forum tho

 

[Spamorzz]

But this is a looksmaxxing forum tho

Exactly, nobody wants you to be the next urban legend. Look at the threats abt surgerys or sth if your case is very severe idk man its literally about finding a reason to live

 

[returnofthecutecel]

Exactly, nobody wants you to be the next urban legend. Look at the threats abt surgerys or sth if your case is very severe idk man its literally about finding a reason to live

I can't get surgery because I'm poor but I can't even get a job because I'm deformed.

 

[Tyler1]

Fuck this is so bBRUTAL

 

[Spamorzz]

I can't get surgery because I'm poor but I can't even get a job because I'm deformed.

You can make money online nowadays

 

[Tyler1]

Brutal thread

 

[LEFORT17]

I am deformed and I have every possible failo. I'm not fishing compliments but I don't deserve this. Because of my bad cranium development, bad height, shit pheno, small dick, bullying as a child, overprotective education, maybe some kind of neurodivergence and bad decisions that I took in my life now I'm alone.

I'm a 24 years old incel (kissless hugless handholdless virgin) and I seek help here. I want to ascend but also to redirect my life. Finished studies and still no job. No friends, my parents getting older and my dad with cancer.

I'm scared of dying alone and I have no motivation in my life. I left my hobbies and I've been rotting on incel forums since I was 18 (like 2019-2020). Trapped in a loophole but I can't find the solution.

Idk if my life can be fixed or at this point rop1ng is the only alternative.

Please, don't think I opened the other threads just to fish compliments. And if I did it, it's because I don't get dopamine from real life. I hope you understand that.

pictures would help for finding solutions

 

[returnofthecutecel]

You can make money online nowadays

Idk how.

 

[returnofthecutecel]

pictures would help for finding solutions

I won't post my shitty face here. Maybe in pm i can

 

[returnofthecutecel]

Brutal thread

That's my reality, not brutal.

 

[LEFORT17]

I won't post my shitty face here. Maybe in pm i can

if u wanna change and get out of your daily loop, send me a pm

 

[lowtiersubhuman]

Do not kill yourself by any means theres always a way bro

Copeeee

 

[Spamorzz]

Idk how.

Online business, design, programmation, pretty much any job that needs an electronic device. If youre that desperate you could even scam

 

[TitusA]

I am deformed and I have every possible failo. I'm not fishing compliments but I don't deserve this. Because of my bad cranium development, bad height, shit pheno, small dick, bullying as a child, overprotective education, maybe some kind of neurodivergence and bad decisions that I took in my life now I'm alone.

I'm a 24 years old incel (kissless hugless handholdless virgin) and I seek help here. I want to ascend but also to redirect my life. Finished studies and still no job. No friends, my parents getting older and my dad with cancer.

I'm scared of dying alone and I have no motivation in my life. I left my hobbies and I've been rotting on incel forums since I was 18 (like 2019-2020). Trapped in a loophole but I can't find the solution.

Idk if my life can be fixed or at this point rop1ng is the only alternative.

Please, don't think I opened the other threads just to fish compliments. And if I did it, it's because I don't get dopamine from real life. I hope you understand that.

Ofc it can be fixed but you need to just start with small habits like good sleep patterns, walking daily and getting outside etc. In my experience after I basically had to restart life after quitting drugs when you look at the things you need to do it can be overwhelming. Reality is you start with small/basic steps and build momentum in the right direction over time. Also quit any negative habits like drugs, porn etc as they are real motivation killers.

Testosterone works well as a good anti depressant in 400mg doses and frankly I think it should be the first line treatment for depression in men. SSRIs can be effective but can make things worse short term and instead of working as happy/motivation pills jut basically make the brain more plastic and increase the speed of changes

You probably wont ever be a chad/slayer but thats the reality for 99% of men. 25 seems old when you are that age but its really not (Most people especially men still have barely built anything long term at that age even though social media can make it appear as if they have) and once you start making moves in the right direction you will be suprised how quick things can change. Dont waste a bunch more time though because it gets harder the older you get. You are still young and basically assumed to be a retard like everybody else at 25.

Ofcourse you will probably never be a chad/slayer but that is reality for 99% of men.

 

[They_are_all_whores]

I am deformed and I have every possible failo. I'm not fishing compliments but I don't deserve this. Because of my bad cranium development, bad height, shit pheno, small dick, bullying as a child, overprotective education, maybe some kind of neurodivergence and bad decisions that I took in my life now I'm alone.

I'm a 24 years old incel (kissless hugless handholdless virgin) and I seek help here. I want to ascend but also to redirect my life. Finished studies and still no job. No friends, my parents getting older and my dad with cancer.

I'm scared of dying alone and I have no motivation in my life. I left my hobbies and I've been rotting on incel forums since I was 18 (like 2019-2020). Trapped in a loophole but I can't find the solution.

Idk if my life can be fixed or at this point rop1ng is the only alternative.

Please, don't think I opened the other threads just to fish compliments. And if I did it, it's because I don't get dopamine from real life. I hope you understand that.

I kinda feel,I suggest trying to spend some time with your parents (only if your on good terms with them)before their gone and write your interactions with them small things like jokes etc

Also go back to your hobbies,idk if I can give you any advice on surgery or monkey making,but I can say you should have friends on disc

 

[They_are_all_whores]

Testosterone works well as a good anti depressant in 400mg doses and frankly I think it should be the first line treatment for depression in men

Exactly

 

[They_are_all_whores]

Ofc it can be fixed but you need to just start with small habits like good sleep patterns, walking daily and getting outside etc. In my experience after I basically had to restart life after quitting drugs when you look at the things you need to do it can be overwhelming. Reality is you start with small/basic steps and build momentum in the right direction over time. Also quit any negative habits like drugs, porn etc as they are real motivation killers.

Testosterone works well as a good anti depressant in 400mg doses and frankly I think it should be the first line treatment for depression in men. SSRIs can be effective but can make things worse short term and instead of working as happy/motivation pills jut basically make the brain more plastic and increase the speed of changes

You probably wont ever be a chad/slayer but thats the reality for 99% of men. 25 seems old when you are that age but its really not (Most people especially men still have barely built anything long term at that age even though social media can make it appear as if they have) and once you start making moves in the right direction you will be suprised how quick things can change. Dont waste a bunch more time though because it gets harder the older you get. You are still young and basically assumed to be a retard like everybody else at 25.

Ofcourse you will probably never be a chad/slayer but that is reality for 99% of men.

Words hit hard tbh I also a youngcel who will fix his health riod I already expanding on my job and trying to enjoy life

 

[They_are_all_whores]

That's my reality, not brutal.

Send I wanna know how bad and what might help you

 

[They_are_all_whores]

Do not kill yourself by any means theres always a way bro

You can always cope tbh

 

[deathisseks]

relatable

 

[superpsycho]

I think we should post in .is tbh and not here.

same