HollowCheek
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So I met this girl and since beginning she was into me, she asked me on contact first when she first saw me and started “building” relationship.
Our first problem begun when she wanted to fuck me. On the second date we went to bed but I cant get hard in presence of woman. Im afraid that she will judge me, make fun of me, I wont do something right etc.
Im also afraid that I wont look good enough during sex. I also think that how can you be this vulnerable during sex with a being who only judge your looks and during it you wont look the best.
Back to story: that night she got mad but she wanted to try it few more times. Every time was the same, for months, so she started sleeping with other dude (some LTN unironically I was kinda pissed off that this fucking LTN can enjoy it) who was her ex and told me that she is really sorry but I told her its okey I understand cuz Im useless this way.
We kept our relationship or so called situationship opened, cuz she wanted to be with me in public scenarios, introduce me to her friends but she couldnt bare sex with me (she told me she thinks she is not attractive when i dont get hard).
I usually sleep with girls only when Im little bit drunk cuz then I dont feel the brutal pressure, but again I can only maintain bein hard a little bit, cant even think about orgasm so I slept with few girls when I went to bar while being with her. It wasnt good/bad I didnt feel much. I know that she would break up if she found out cuz she would feel completely unworthy.
I feel like watching phub is 100x better cuz im in my safe zone. I actually enjoy it, or even masturbation alone while watchin girls. But if the girl is with me Im not even horny and I am under big pressure like being under FBI interrogation, literally unbearable.
Btw I didnt have this issue 3 years back before i started looksmaxxing. I see really big correlation. But the more I looksmax the more I have those problems
I just want to rope, I love her. And I know we could have been perfect pair if I could have sex.
What is the solution? I think not even surgery and ascension to chad would help in this case, its just over
Our first problem begun when she wanted to fuck me. On the second date we went to bed but I cant get hard in presence of woman. Im afraid that she will judge me, make fun of me, I wont do something right etc.
Im also afraid that I wont look good enough during sex. I also think that how can you be this vulnerable during sex with a being who only judge your looks and during it you wont look the best.
Back to story: that night she got mad but she wanted to try it few more times. Every time was the same, for months, so she started sleeping with other dude (some LTN unironically I was kinda pissed off that this fucking LTN can enjoy it) who was her ex and told me that she is really sorry but I told her its okey I understand cuz Im useless this way.
We kept our relationship or so called situationship opened, cuz she wanted to be with me in public scenarios, introduce me to her friends but she couldnt bare sex with me (she told me she thinks she is not attractive when i dont get hard).
I usually sleep with girls only when Im little bit drunk cuz then I dont feel the brutal pressure, but again I can only maintain bein hard a little bit, cant even think about orgasm so I slept with few girls when I went to bar while being with her. It wasnt good/bad I didnt feel much. I know that she would break up if she found out cuz she would feel completely unworthy.
I feel like watching phub is 100x better cuz im in my safe zone. I actually enjoy it, or even masturbation alone while watchin girls. But if the girl is with me Im not even horny and I am under big pressure like being under FBI interrogation, literally unbearable.
Btw I didnt have this issue 3 years back before i started looksmaxxing. I see really big correlation. But the more I looksmax the more I have those problems
I just want to rope, I love her. And I know we could have been perfect pair if I could have sex.
What is the solution? I think not even surgery and ascension to chad would help in this case, its just over