
t4s1r
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Just a little background, my step mom neglected me as a kid so I often didn't eat enough and was very thin, when she and my dad got divorced I was able to eat more and I abused it i've been binging at the very least once every 3 days for the past 5 years, since I was 10. I hate my self and I was thinking about vaping to direct my pain on something else and I cant do any healthy coping things bc they flat out don't work and I live in such a stressful place I'm always sad and then relapse. Ik its pathetic but the main reason it's gone on so long is because I'm a healthy weight and I don't gain fat easy I'm just a little bit skinny fat rn but its like a 1 month fix (if I lock in). Any advice?