I broke my no fappp…

[PrinceLuenLeoncur]

I let god down ngl. All my fasting this week all for naught it was for nothing I failed my lord my god I have into satan

I hate my lust, why must my sex drive be so high, why must I crave pussy.

Do I deserve this ? Who did I offend to be plighted with this soo?


Why must I crave for love and a woman, why can’t I be like those asexuals

 

[PrinceLuenLeoncur]

The Jew and white man are responsible as always for crating porn

 

[Simр]

how long was your streak?

 

[PrinceLuenLeoncur]

how long was your streak?

5 days I was praying I was In Kinosis with god I’d meditate praying to god in pitch black with only Byzantine chants in the background and the Doxology in Greek playing id pray it was spectacular I would ask the intercession of my beloved theotokos and the angels it was amazing I was happy


Then the demon of lust appeared and fucked me. May st Anthony save me from these demons of lust, may your intercessions be carried to our father in heaven may he hear of my plight and give me the power to be steadfast.


Video is called

LOVE FOR CHRIST | ORTHODOX EDIT​

St Anthony is the first Aescetic monk and he bullied the spirit of lust

 

[Gengar]

It's because you're talking to 4 foids and got hard thinking about the rainbow.

 

[moreplatesmoreweigh]

I really really don’t Honestly fucking care

 

[moredatesmorerapes]

You're high T
if you want to drop T become a vegan cuck or smthh

 

[PrinceLuenLeoncur]

It's because you're talking to 4 foids and got hard thinking about the rainbow.

I did.


The demon wants me in despair, lets me fantasise in sin but enjoys me suffering so won’t let me have sex. I suffer in sin I suffer in sin I can’t even pray anymore the guilt and shame is too strong

 

[ryanlovestolooksmax]

5 days I was praying I was In Kinosis with god I’d meditate praying to god in pitch black with only Byzantine chants in the background and the Doxology in Greek playing id pray it was spectacular I would ask the intercession of my beloved theotokos and the angels it was amazing I was happy


Then the demon of lust appeared and fucked me. May st Anthony save me from these demons of lust, may your intercessions be carried to our father in heaven may he hear of my plight and give me the power to be steadfast.


Video is called

LOVE FOR CHRIST | ORTHODOX EDIT​

St Anthony is the first Aescetic monk and he bullied the spirit of lust

U got this

 

[PrinceLuenLeoncur]

U got this

It’s my fault I should had done the Jesus prayer I never did it today I’ll have to repent on Monday with an strict fast as a punishment for my crime