I can feel my brain deteriorating.

[n9wiff]

I am not even over-exaggerating.

I am starting to use the auto-correct feature on the browser very often. I make grammar mistakes a lot, I find myself jumbling up with words.

I hate people that call me smart IRL because I am fluent in using a computer or whatever. I am not. A smart person is useful in using the resources he has to get what he needs, whether it be sex, money or happiness. I was born into an upper-class family into a country with loyal women, no crime and good living conditions, yet I never amounted to much.

Gonna start a new journal, thoughts on what I should write in it? The general idea I should research on and stuff? Or what I should track or get into? @Xangsane plan to learn about meteorology soon, things have been holding me back.

@Tabula Rasa @MoggerGaston @Darkeningstar Thoughts?

I need to hyper-fixate and start learning about something. I need to give my brain some activity, use it or lose it type of thing, otherwise I get lost in my own thoughts.

 

[MoggerGaston]

Relatable. I find my mind way less sharp than it used to be. And I don't even remember the last time I was able to go into 'hyper-focus' mode like I used to until age ~21.

just dont have the motivation to care anymore as it never amounted to anything.

 

[Tabula Rasa]

try working on a project or skill

 

[Debetro]

Such is the life of a Malaysian bodybuilder

 

[kaligula567]

@N9wiff•˚₊‧⋆. You can understand the fall of rome and the glory of the past but will never trust a jew like @TechnoBoss . Stay safe out there

 

[n9wiff]

Relatable. I find my mind way less sharp than it used to be. And I don't even remember the last time I was able to go into 'hyper-focus' mode like I used to until age ~21.

just dont have the motivation to care anymore as it never amounted to anything.

For me it sort of happens in phases. I got that reduced cognitive skill in my rotting and Xanax abusing days.

Once I tried getting back into studies, my mind immediately started to clear up. Endless mindfuck cycle where you gotta keep running, but you don't want to which is the problem. That running leads you nowhere, and it's all a big fucking waste.

try working on a project or skill

I am kind of torn between programming, writing or mathematics/physics

Programming might be the most practical here...

 

[Nick.Harte]

Same symptoms like you + I’m starting to watch porn 3-4x everyday

 

[Xangsane]

I am not even over-exaggerating.

I am starting to use the auto-correct feature on the browser very often. I make grammar mistakes a lot, I find myself jumbling up with words.

I hate people that call me smart IRL because I am fluent in using a computer or whatever. I am not. A smart person is useful in using the resources he has to get what he needs, whether it be sex, money or happiness. I was born into an upper-class family into a country with loyal women, no crime and good living conditions, yet I never amounted to much.

Gonna start a new journal, thoughts on what I should write in it? The general idea I should research on and stuff? Or what I should track or get into? @Xangsane plan to learn about meteorology soon, things have been holding me back.

@Tabula Rasa @MoggerGaston @Darkeningstar Thoughts?

I need to hyper-fixate and start learning about something. I need to give my brain some activity, use it or lose it type of things, otherwise I get lost in my own thoughts.

The weather

 

[Gaygymmaxx]

Ur just a super passive cuck in public not dumb

You never assert yourself or are not outspoken

You are shy and don't apply yourself

You're actually good at communication and write well here too, also could explain things well and be NT if you toned down the autism you could dominate conversations

But you have low T social behavior and perception you're too afraid to break and move forwards through

Your problems are from laziness and high inhib. You know it too.

You like to be at home and chill, can be lazy, and are a homebody who rots a lot

And kind of schizo with adhd too, so it may be hard

(therapy numerology )

 

[n9wiff]

Ur just a super passive cuck in public not dumb

You never assert yourself or are not outspoken

You are shy and don't apply yourself

You're actually good at communication and write well here too, also could explain things well and be NT if you toned down the autism you could dominate conversations

But you have low T social behavior and perception you're too afraid to break and move forwards through

Your problems are from laziness and high inhib. You know it too.

You like to be at home and chill, can be lazy, and are a homebody who rots a lot

And kind of schizo with adhd too, so it may be hard

(therapy numerology )

I am of average intelligence, but the average man is a dumbass.

I also consider work-ethic and social skills to be a part of someone's cognitive function if you know what I mean.

@Jova

Ur just a super passive cuck in public not dumb

You never assert yourself or are not outspoken

You are shy and don't apply yourself

You're actually good at communication and write well here too, also could explain things well and be NT if you toned down the autism you could dominate conversations

Must find a way to get that high T energy and start dominating IRL

 

[n9wiff]

The weather

Ampil

 

[laaltin]

cope, you need to looksmax(you arent maxxed out). If you don’t, you’ll keep feeling like shit no matter what you do or accomoplish.

 

[Darkeningstar]

It happens to me in high-stress situations. When I am overthinking I follow the thought until I am exhausted. Afterwards I recover.
It sounds counterproductive but it's not.

 

[NZb6Air]

Nigga reads 0 book

 

[n9wiff]

cope, you need to looksmax(you arent maxxed out). If you don’t, you’ll keep feeling like shit no matter what you do or accomoplish.

This has nothing to do with LM, at least read the thread.

I am also not black-pilled, I couldn't care more about looks. I'm only working out, that's about it.

It happens to me in high-stress situations. When I am overthinking I follow the thought until I am exhausted. Afterwards I recover.
It sounds counterproductive but it's not.

Interesting, it sounds like you are facing the problem head on, not really that counter-intuitive if I think about it that way...

You give very meaningful responses

Nigga reads 0 book

What?

I don't get it.

 

[Xangsane]

Ampil

SQUISHY SQUISHY!!!
AMPIL IS SQUISHY SQUISHY!!!!

 

[laaltin]

This has nothing to do with LM, at least read the thread.

I am also not black-pilled, I couldn't care more about looks. I'm only working out, that's about it.


Interesting, it sounds like you are facing the problem head on, not really that counter-intuitive if I think about it that way...

You give very meaningful responses


What?

I don't get it.

Dont take it wrong bro, I jsut wanted to show you the light

 

[n9wiff]

I jsut wanted to show you the light

You contributed nothing

 

[NZb6Air]

What?

I don't get it.

Read literature in english nigga to not become retarded, reading forum posts all day where they say nothing of substance is a brain killer