I can only orgasm when thinking about forceful sex and I feel disgusting

[ElySioNs]

I cannot just relax and enjoy normal vanilla sex, I always have to picture being forced or humiliated or degraded in some way if I want to orgasm. I don’t even know if that’s normal and I would be that way anyway or if my bad sexual experiences have made me that way. I feel like I’m letting down women and being a bad feminist woman. I watch horrible porn and seek out men who do horrible things to me and I feel this weird mix of disgust and nausea and pleasure. I feel dirty and unclean.

 

[anthony111553]

that's what happens when you watch more porn, you start to need more dopimane

 

[lestoa]

that's what happens when you watch more porn, you start to need more dopimane

its a reddit story and not him

 

[anthony111553]

its a reddit story and not him

its still the truth, going to pornhub just doesn't do it for me anymore

 

[lestoa]

its still the truth, going to pornhub just doesn't do it for me anymore

yes true
i will stop watching porn too