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ElySioNs
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I cannot just relax and enjoy normal vanilla sex, I always have to picture being forced or humiliated or degraded in some way if I want to orgasm. I don’t even know if that’s normal and I would be that way anyway or if my bad sexual experiences have made me that way. I feel like I’m letting down women and being a bad feminist woman. I watch horrible porn and seek out men who do horrible things to me and I feel this weird mix of disgust and nausea and pleasure. I feel dirty and unclean.