I cannot mentally unfuck myself

[Unhuman]

It's as if the pain of being alone has had a physical impact of my brain which has resulted in myself becoming mentally deranged and non-NT. I'm prone to random fits of laughter, bouts of depression, incoherent ramblings to myself, sudden bursts irritability that lasts for a few seconds, randomly crying for no reason, flashbacks of the past, the irrational compulsion to pace across my room and be hyper, shitposting on this forum. If it turns out women are attracted to personality then i'm screwed since their is no a woman will ever find my personality attractive.

Any advice to change my predicament would be much appreciated.

 

[Unhuman]

This is my blackpill curse.

 

[Third Eye]

Any advice to change my predicament would be much appreciated.

Look into spirituality. It will completely change your mentality and how you feel.

 

[Unhuman]

I am like Amleth the Bear-Wolf but i am at war with myself, insanity has become a coincidental resolve to the fatalistic nihilism of my life.

 

[Vultus Tui Res]

It's as if the pain of being alone has had a physical impact of my brain which has resulted in myself becoming mentally deranged and non-NT. I'm prone to random fits of laughter, bouts of depression, incoherent ramblings to myself, sudden bursts irritability that lasts for a few seconds, randomly crying for no reason, flashbacks of the past, the irrational compulsion to pace across my room and be hyper, shitposting on this forum. If it turns out women are attracted to personality then i'm screwed since their is no a woman will ever find my personality attractive.

Any advice to change my predicament would be much appreciated.

Real.

 

[Unhuman]

Look into spirituality. It will completely change your mentality and how you feel.

I haven't found any answers in spirituality.

 

[Third Eye]

I haven't found any answers in spirituality.

You need to have an open heart and open mind. Spirituality is not a game.

 

[Unhuman]

I've heard MDMA is able to open the social reward pathway in the brain, hopefully I can use MDMA to unlearn the bad mental habits I've developed over the years. If the police stop me from purchasing it I'll probably just go ER.

 

[Unhuman]

You need to have an open heart and open mind. Spirituality is not a game.

The concept of spirituality is very corrupt.

 

[New Poster]

It’s the double whammie of subpar looks

 

[lookingforward]

I do it too and I do it around them as well and it’s gotten me laid

Women kinda like autistic men