I can’t cope with my Age

[Autisticus]

It’s far too late to have had any positive reinforcement in my life, everyone already has established social circles and social media presence, they went to university and hedonismmaxxed while securing their career (not for you inkies).

So fucking over, even if I leanmaxxed the best I could do around my area is some skinny mid white girl who wasn’t intelligent enough for university and got passed around (40% of being a single mother)

Or being a walking dildo to a chubby white college educated chick who lives the white collar lifestyle in the big city.

Either way my options are looking bleak, I don’t really have a friend group to go out and do normie shit. If I go out with my other autistic friend people literally think we’re a homosexual fag couple.

Life is so dog shit after 22.

It’s so over

 

[Drugsmaxxer]

same here bro

i cope with mental illnesses as excuse but i could have treated them earlier

fucking over

 

[Orc]

get a hobby.

 

[Autisticus]

get a hobby.

The problem with this advice is that if you fell through the cracks (with being socially inept on top of that) you won’t be allowed back into society, and society is essentially gate kept by women.

Let’s say I want to start my self improvement journey and pick up biking, meet up with a group off Facebook or something. Even if there’s a woman interested in me or a guy and they approach me.

I have zero life experience to help me join them, no education, no job, no friend group, no gf, no money, no nothing.

There’s is no more bootstraps to pull yourself up by, in 2025 you’re only afforded a rope.

same here bro

i cope with mental illnesses as excuse but i could have treated them earlier

fucking over

Mental illness is such bullshit because the whole medical field is controlled by Neurotypicals, even a high functioning autist such as myself will be sent to the concentration cam- I meant the psychward so I can “become normal”.

Anytime I go out in public I get fucking stared down and people make rude comments about me out loud as if I wasn’t even there.

women and normies have defended female superiority for so long they think they’re untouchable, good thing we now have a class of disenfranchised males who have nothing to lose….

 

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[160cmcurry]

 

[Snicket]

Anytime I go out in public I get fucking stared down and people make rude comments about me out loud as if I wasn’t even there.

This sounds like psychosis. I doubt anyone gives a shit about you unless you're staring them down in the first place.

 

[Snicket]

It’s far too late to have had any positive reinforcement in my life, everyone already has established social circles and social media presence, they went to university and hedonismmaxxed while securing their career (not for you inkies).

So fucking over, even if I leanmaxxed the best I could do around my area is some skinny mid white girl who wasn’t intelligent enough for university and got passed around (40% of being a single mother)

Or being a walking dildo to a chubby white college educated chick who lives the white collar lifestyle in the big city.

Either way my options are looking bleak, I don’t really have a friend group to go out and do normie shit. If I go out with my other autistic friend people literally think we’re a homosexual fag couple.

Life is so dog shit after 22.

It’s so over

Autisticus​

 

[Autisticus]

This sounds like psychosis. I doubt anyone gives a shit unless you're staring them down in the first place.

No I’m not joking nor psychotic. This doesn’t really happen in suburbia but whenever I’m downtown, all the white collar Yankee fags openly disrespect me because I’m super awkward and non NT.

Like the other day I sat down at a restaurant with my family, a bit higher class, and people noticed I was just sitting there kind of giving one word responses, barely any eye contact and having a mono tone voice and I kid you not every around us just talked about me out in the open and was super obvious even my own family was uncomfortable.

I’ve also got a lot of shit for my mono-tone sperg voice, people think I’m either super depressed or very disrespectful and rude.

I’ve even had a woman sort of shout out loud “wow did you hear the coarseness in his voice, wow so rude!”.

Waitresses will purposefully give me the wrong drink, tell the guys in the back to fuck up or tamper with my food.

It’s over

 

[Snicket]

No I’m not joking nor psychotic. This doesn’t really happen in suburbia but whenever I’m downtown, all the white collar Yankee fags openly disrespect me because I’m super awkward and non NT.

You must do something to provoke a reaction. I lived in an area with tweakers on fentanyl and even they were pretty much ignored by passers-by.

Like the other day I sat down at a restaurant with my family, a bit higher class, and people noticed I was just sitting there kind of giving one word responses, barely any eye contact and having a mono tone voice and I kid you not every around us just talked about me out in the open and was super obvious even my own family was uncomfortable.

I’ve also got a lot of shit for my mono-tone sperg voice, people think I’m either super depressed or very disrespectful and rude.

I’ve even had a woman sort of shout out loud “wow did you hear the coarseness in his voice, wow so rude!”.

Waitresses will purposefully give me the wrong drink, tell the guys in the back to fuck up or tamper with my food.

It’s over

Your autism is the problem based on this. Are you clinically diagnosed?

 

[Autisticus]

it’s not psychosis if my entire family picks up on people shitting on me for being a shut in NEET autist who is socially inept lol.

It’s gotten so bad with the negative reinforcement I’ve barely and I mean BARELY left the house in over 4 months.

If I ever want to eat out I mostly DoorDash but might order pick up and that’s it. I’ve been limiting my social interactions so much for a long period of time I wasn’t even getting any daylight.

I would stay up from 8pm and go to sleep at 7am for weeks and weeks and weeks on end.

I can’t fit in to society so fuck it

 

[Autisticus]

You must do something to provoke a reaction. I lived in an area with tweakers on fentanyl and even they were pretty much ignored by passers-by.

Your autism is the problem based on this. Are you clinically diagnosed?

I live in the South, they’d only diagnose me with autism if I was drooling out the side of my mouth and talking about my pet rock collection.

And they don’t believe I am autistic because I’ve become literally sociopathic and I’m fairly intelligent, my sister even goes to a decently top university in New England.

 

[Saint Casanova]

Live in the real world mate.

 

[mrr]

DO drugs and stop being so autistic
if ur not over 30 ur good

 

[Snicket]

I live in the South, they’d only diagnose me with autism if I was drooling out the side of my mouth and talking about my pet rock collection.

And they don’t believe I am autistic because I’ve become literally sociopathic and I’m fairly intelligent, my sister even goes to a decently top university in New England.

I'm no medical professional but you seem highly autistic. There must be some kind of medication you can take to temper this neuroticism.

 

[Autisticus]

Live in the real world mate.

It’s over

DO drugs and stop being so autistic
if ur not over 30 ur good

I’ve already done too many drugs. And no I can’t stop being autistic I’ve been out of NT social settings for so long I don’t even know what it’s like to mask my autism anymore no joke.

 

[Autisticus]

I'm no medical professional but you seem highly autistic. There must be some kind of medication you can take to temper this neuroticism.

There is but I feel like a soy cuck while on meds, my sex drive plummets so when I’m on it for a long time, I can participate in the real world but I get fatter and uglier leading me to withdraw again.

 

[Snicket]

There is but I feel like a soy cuck while on meds, my sex drive plummets so when I’m on it for a long time, I can participate in the real world but I get fatter and uglier leading me to withdraw again.

Can't you microdose or take the drugs on alternate days?
Maybe there's a happy medium with medication.

 

[Saint Casanova]

It’s over

I’ve already done too many drugs. And no I can’t stop being autistic I’ve been out of NT social settings for so long I don’t even know what it’s like to mask my autism anymore no joke.

Then kill yourself. What’s the point of living with this mindset.

You can always improve your situation. It’s your choice

 

[Autisticus]

Can't you microdose or take the drugs on alternate days?
Maybe there's a happy medium with medication.

I’ve eternally fried my brain, plus I’m in a situation where I can get drug tested so I can’t just MDMA-maxx, yeah I guess I’ll have to concede and find a concession between being ugly and in society while “happy”.

Then kill yourself. What’s the point of living with this mindset.

You can always improve your situation. It’s your choice

One truth and a lie.

 

[Snicket]

I’ve eternally fried my brain, plus I’m in a situation where I can get drug tested so I can’t just MDMA-maxx, yeah I guess I’ll have to concede and find a concession between being ugly and in society while “happy”.

One truth and a lie.

Based on your posts, it sounds like your problem is mainly a behavioural one.
Even a good looking guy would have an uphill battle.

 

[Autisticus]

Based on your posts, it sounds like your problem is mainly a behavioural one.
Even a good looking guy would have an uphill battle.

and I would agree, I’ve embraced the BP for so long I’ve turned into a George Droyd for blackpill, a walking negativity robot with no real emotions. I don’t mean in that in an edgy way. I was already autistic and because of drugs and environment I became ASPD.

I’m a shell of who I used to be.

 

[Snicket]

and I would agree, I’ve embraced the BP for so long I’ve turned into a George Droyd for blackpill, a walking negativity robot with no real emotions. I don’t mean in that in an edgy way. I was already autistic and because of drugs and environment I became ASPD.

I’m a shell of who I used to be.

BP is irrelevant here, the issue seems almost 100% behavioural.
I'm not sure that any level of looks would really compensate for this shit.

 

[Ctrozo]

Life is so dog shit after 22.

It’s so over

I miss my childhood so much bro