I can't do it. Someone help

[AvgMlad]

I was able to get my hands on dad's gun (rifle? It's a semi automatic shotgun no idea wtf that means) which I was looking for. But I can't do it. I can't kms. Rn I have the perfect opportunity to kms, My parents aren't home, my dad's rifle is right next to me. Even If end up conscious after shooting myself, I'll have enough time to die out from blood loss since my parents will be home after like 6 hours. That's enough time.
I tried searching on SS where to shoot myself for an instant painless death but seems like there is no consensus among them. I thought about shooting right above my ear, But I can't. A lot could go wrong. I can't even imagine ending up conscious after I have shot myself while all the blood is dripping from my head and I'm screaming in excruciating pain . I watched some suicide vids, in which the person shot himself in the temple, and oh boy, that shit is scary asf. Blood dripping from his head and his nose is already giving me nightmares. I can't imagine the trauma my parents would go through seeing me like that. FUCK what do i do? If only I could end this all by just pushing a button.
I need to build the courage for pulling the trigger. FUCK I guess I should just start coping again. But I have a massive obstacle right infront of me, EXAMS. Damn it, I kept wasting my time and didn't study because I was sure I was gonna kms but now I'm just chickening out. WTF do I do? Any advice? My parents are gonna make my life a living hell for failing them. SHIT SOMEONE HELP ME. I can cope with my anxiety ocd and other mental illness but WHAT DO I DO ABOUT MY EXAMS?!!
Maybe I should go back to thinking about kms
Damn it

 

[VHD]

don't kill yourself and if you fuck up your exams so be it.

 

[Deleted member 24586]

Don’t kill yourself, just study asap

 

[IndianMewingChad69]

I was able to get my hands on dad's gun (rifle? It's a semi automatic shotgun no idea wtf that means) which I was looking for. But I can't do it. I can't kms. Rn I have the perfect opportunity to kms, My parents aren't home, my dad's rifle is right next to me. Even If end up conscious after shooting myself, I'll have enough time to die out from blood loss since my parents will be home after like 6 hours. That's enough time.
I tried searching on SS where to shoot myself for an instant painless death but seems like there is no consensus among them. I thought about shooting right above my ear, But I can't. A lot could go wrong. I can't even imagine ending up conscious after I have shot myself while all the blood is dripping from my head and I'm screaming in excruciating pain . I watched some suicide vids, in which the person shot himself in the temple, and oh boy, that shit is scary asf. Blood dripping from his head and his nose is already giving me nightmares. I can't imagine the trauma my parents would go through seeing me like that. FUCK what do i do? If only I could end this all by just pushing a button.
I need to build the courage for pulling the trigger. FUCK I guess I should just start coping again. But I have a massive obstacle right infront of me, EXAMS. Damn it, I kept wasting my time and didn't study because I was sure I was gonna kms but now I'm just chickening out. WTF do I do? Any advice? My parents are gonna make my life a living hell for failing them. SHIT SOMEONE HELP ME. I can cope with my anxiety ocd and other mental illness but WHAT DO I DO ABOUT MY EXAMS?!!
Maybe I should go back to thinking about kms
Damn it

its shitty but at worst u just get set back one unit and gotta repay course fees, can definetely bounce back

 

[AvgMlad]

Don’t kill yourself, just study asap

Exams starting after a week even if I study 12 hours a day I'll still end up failing them damn it I'm doomed

 

[Schizomogger]

focus on ur exams, if u fail them doesn’t matter tbh just dont end ur life bro

 

[IndianMewingChad69]

Exams starting after a week even if I study 12 hours a day I'll still end up failing them damn it I'm doomed

70hrs definetely more than enough for entire semester worth. 80/20 rule too, just master fundamentals importnt bits and youll pass

 

[Schizomogger]

DM me if u wanna talk bahi

 

[nordicfoidslayer23]

70hrs definetely more than enough for entire semester worth. 80/20 rule too, just master fundamentals importnt bits and youll pass

80/20 rule is so underrated

 

[lordfrodo]

But after the shot, u won't be there to witness anything, right ?
Just delay it like me...

 

[Deleted member 24586]

Exams starting after a week even if I study 12 hours a day I'll still end up failing them damn it I'm doomed

Try and if you fail then resit them, you’re too young to rope over something like this. If you think you are too short then look at heightmaxxing threads, you are young so you still have maybe 2 years before your growth plates close which means you can grow some more.

 

[Dr. Bludy]

I was able to get my hands on dad's gun (rifle? It's a semi automatic shotgun no idea wtf that means) which I was looking for. But I can't do it. I can't kms. Rn I have the perfect opportunity to kms, My parents aren't home, my dad's rifle is right next to me. Even If end up conscious after shooting myself, I'll have enough time to die out from blood loss since my parents will be home after like 6 hours. That's enough time.
I tried searching on SS where to shoot myself for an instant painless death but seems like there is no consensus among them. I thought about shooting right above my ear, But I can't. A lot could go wrong. I can't even imagine ending up conscious after I have shot myself while all the blood is dripping from my head and I'm screaming in excruciating pain . I watched some suicide vids, in which the person shot himself in the temple, and oh boy, that shit is scary asf. Blood dripping from his head and his nose is already giving me nightmares. I can't imagine the trauma my parents would go through seeing me like that. FUCK what do i do? If only I could end this all by just pushing a button.
I need to build the courage for pulling the trigger. FUCK I guess I should just start coping again. But I have a massive obstacle right infront of me, EXAMS. Damn it, I kept wasting my time and didn't study because I was sure I was gonna kms but now I'm just chickening out. WTF do I do? Any advice? My parents are gonna make my life a living hell for failing them. SHIT SOMEONE HELP ME. I can cope with my anxiety ocd and other mental illness but WHAT DO I DO ABOUT MY EXAMS?!!
Maybe I should go back to thinking about kms
Damn it

Kill your parents instead
Problem solved
#sigmagrindset

 

[Deleted member 22124]

Go to the exams and at the end of it you pull out the gun and say "haha you suckers, I didn't even study for this" and then you shoot everyone.

 

[Schizomogger]

Go to the exams and at the end of it you pull out the gun and say "haha you suckers, I didn't even study for this" and then you shoot everyone.

 

[AvgMlad]

Thanks. I'll do what I can. My parents are fantasizing about me getting the top position in exams currently. They'd treat me like shit for the next whole year for barely passing (which I'm not even sure of) my life's gonna get even more worse now

70hrs definetely more than enough for entire semester worth. 80/20 rule too, just master fundamentals importnt bits and youll pass

 

[Deleted member 23558]

Don’t kill yourself, just study asap

mirin avi

 

[Lefty Rankin]

I was able to get my hands on dad's gun (rifle? It's a semi automatic shotgun no idea wtf that means) which I was looking for. But I can't do it. I can't kms. Rn I have the perfect opportunity to kms, My parents aren't home, my dad's rifle is right next to me. Even If end up conscious after shooting myself, I'll have enough time to die out from blood loss since my parents will be home after like 6 hours. That's enough time.
I tried searching on SS where to shoot myself for an instant painless death but seems like there is no consensus among them. I thought about shooting right above my ear, But I can't. A lot could go wrong. I can't even imagine ending up conscious after I have shot myself while all the blood is dripping from my head and I'm screaming in excruciating pain . I watched some suicide vids, in which the person shot himself in the temple, and oh boy, that shit is scary asf. Blood dripping from his head and his nose is already giving me nightmares. I can't imagine the trauma my parents would go through seeing me like that. FUCK what do i do? If only I could end this all by just pushing a button.
I need to build the courage for pulling the trigger. FUCK I guess I should just start coping again. But I have a massive obstacle right infront of me, EXAMS. Damn it, I kept wasting my time and didn't study because I was sure I was gonna kms but now I'm just chickening out. WTF do I do? Any advice? My parents are gonna make my life a living hell for failing them. SHIT SOMEONE HELP ME. I can cope with my anxiety ocd and other mental illness but WHAT DO I DO ABOUT MY EXAMS?!!
Maybe I should go back to thinking about kms
Damn it

I never took exams. I'm good. Don't kill yourself. You'll experience hell immediately. You'll be met with the most unfathomable regret. Your torment will never end.

 

[Rimaxtis]

I was able to get my hands on dad's gun (rifle? It's a semi automatic shotgun no idea wtf that means) which I was looking for. But I can't do it. I can't kms. Rn I have the perfect opportunity to kms, My parents aren't home, my dad's rifle is right next to me. Even If end up conscious after shooting myself, I'll have enough time to die out from blood loss since my parents will be home after like 6 hours. That's enough time.
I tried searching on SS where to shoot myself for an instant painless death but seems like there is no consensus among them. I thought about shooting right above my ear, But I can't. A lot could go wrong. I can't even imagine ending up conscious after I have shot myself while all the blood is dripping from my head and I'm screaming in excruciating pain . I watched some suicide vids, in which the person shot himself in the temple, and oh boy, that shit is scary asf. Blood dripping from his head and his nose is already giving me nightmares. I can't imagine the trauma my parents would go through seeing me like that. FUCK what do i do? If only I could end this all by just pushing a button.
I need to build the courage for pulling the trigger. FUCK I guess I should just start coping again. But I have a massive obstacle right infront of me, EXAMS. Damn it, I kept wasting my time and didn't study because I was sure I was gonna kms but now I'm just chickening out. WTF do I do? Any advice? My parents are gonna make my life a living hell for failing them. SHIT SOMEONE HELP ME. I can cope with my anxiety ocd and other mental illness but WHAT DO I DO ABOUT MY EXAMS?!!
Maybe I should go back to thinking about kms
Damn it

Blud gonna kill himself cuz of exams jfl

 

[SubSigma]

Get on meds before you consider some shit like that

 

[AvgMlad]

Blud gonna kill himself cuz of exams jfl

It's not just that. I got other shit going on in my life. But yeah I'm mentally weak asf. Giving up so easily. Plus dealing with severe anxiety and ocd is also giving me a hard time. And being a manlet

 

[ChileanMaxxer]

You're a pussy fkng coward. Go eat an hooker's ass and pussy before ending it at least. How retarded you have to be to kys? lmao

 

[Rimaxtis]

It's not just that. I got other shit going on in my life. But yeah I'm mentally weak asf. Giving up so easily. Plus dealing with severe anxiety and ocd is also giving me a hard time. And being a manlet

Look i get it, but life is unfair and it wont get easier. Youre gonna have to get stronger, better. Try doing everything you can to better yourself and then think about it.

 

[Suimaxxer]

I wish i has this opportunity as well, wouldnt even think about it. Either shoot right above the ear targeting your brain or under your chin with the gun facing upwards

 

[AvgMlad]

You're a pussy fkng coward. Go eat an hooker's ass and pussy before ending it at least. How retarded you have to be to kys? lmao

I know I'm a pussy. And I'm disgusted by my pathetic self. But just trying doesn't help. I've been trying this whole time. Yet here I am still running away. If only I could man up and face my problems

 

[ChileanMaxxer]

I know I'm a pussy. And I'm disgusted by my pathetic self. But just trying doesn't help. I've been trying this whole time. Yet here I am still running away. If only I could man up and face my problems

But why bro? are you subhuman? you cancope till you get money for sugerymaxxing xdd but kys? that's retarded, you can cope with a lot of thing in life though

 

[Jase]

Just drop out jfl that's what I did.

 

[AvgMlad]

But why bro? are you subhuman? you cancope till you get money for sugerymaxxing xdd but kys? that's retarded, you can cope with a lot of thing in life though

I'm not subhuman, just your average Joe with manlet height. But why cope when I can just end it all? Why do I have to keep suffering? I lost interest in everything a year ago. My life's getting more and more dull. Severe anxiety, ocd, adhd is making my life harder. My parents just shouting at me 24/7 and treating me like a slave. I'm just tired now. This stress is killing me. I just want to disappear.

 

[ChileanMaxxer]

I'm not subhuman, just your average Joe with manlet height. But why cope when I can just end it all? Why do I have to keep suffering? I lost interest in everything a year ago. My life's getting more and more dull. Severe anxiety, ocd, adhd is making my life harder. My parents just shouting at me 24/7 and treating me like a slave. I'm just tired now. This stress is killing me. I just want to disappear.

Just go full numb and don't give a shit about anything bro, easier said than done but that's it. Your problems are not that important so literally just don't care, you're just a pile of flesh. Cope with things that give you dopamine but kys is stupid

 

[flippasav]

No point I can just go on and on reasons why you shouldn’t kill youself. When you realise it is stupid don’t do it. Just don’t miss out of dopamine