I can't do this anymore the emotional rollercoaster of pain and depression and anger that is my life is no longer living

[Deleted member 309866]

Everything in my life is so fucking shit my genes put me at a disadvantage for everything I'm subhuman I have no one to go to every day I wake up and fall into a 2 hour repeating cycle of depression, followed by intense rage, followed by sadness and acceptance, repeat. Every night I write a suicide note and then go to sleep and throw it away, only to fall back into the trap. I am constantly reminded of my failures at school every day I can't take this anymore, this is excruciating. Thanks for listening ot my shitty ass rant

 

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[mtfmxxng]

We can link up on discord or in dm's if you wanna vent.