I can't do this anymore

[Whyiamsub3]

I am not normal like other ppl at My age, i do not look like they, i don't feel happyness anymore, i don't feel nothing, only dispair and agony, i have been SH myself and i can't feel good, something is Bad or wrong on me cuz i never developed like the other boys, i can't wake up of bed, i havent sleeped, i havent workout and i am on the shittiest part on My life, i am getting fatter and fatter, i feel so fucking Bad, i have been crying loudly all this time, i can't SEE My face on the mirror anymore and i havent go out of My houses or Even room some days, i just want to wakeup dead, My dad at My age was with so much girls and like, ermh, he looked so good... Not me .., My Friends don't help being beautiful and with good armony and appeal and being good with girls just doing... Nothing! They are Even taller than me and i just can't..., sometimes i hate them so much, i hate My mom so much, she fucking ruined My dad genétics! But She's blonde and blah blah, i could be blonde and green/blue eyed!.. but i can't!.. sometimes i think God can punish a man more he can handle, i never had any hug from a girl, i just want a warm and soft hug while i cry on the arms of any girl...
I wsnt to be lovd

 

[cowboy]

dnr

 

[Whyiamsub3]

dnr

I don't Even know what THAT means i just want to deserve love likeball the pretty boys, i know i don't deserve nothing only this Word, maybe i am gonna over all My sufrmnt

 

[cowboy]

I don't Even know what THAT means i just want to deserve love likeball the pretty boys, i know i don't deserve nothing only this Word, maybe i am gonna over all My sufrmnt

its ok cowboys here for you

 

[iblamemandible7]

Bhai we're both about the same level of cooked its over we're the genetic losers every species needs untouchables in order to have beauty thats what we were destined to be nothing matters when youre subhuman

 

[GuyFromSingapore]

I'm sorry that you're ugly.

 

[Randypsl]

just take cold showers and mew bro