I can't empathize with people

[Deleted member 28183]

Its only the happy feelings tho, I guess its because I have perhaps never felt those feelings before or forgot how it feels feeling like that.I'm always astonished when I see people being happy for another person or hear someone say that they love their life.I wasn't born a depressed loser but I don't think I can ever remember loving my life.I always wanted to be someone else.I have never loved myself, its such a foreign concept to me.I hate everything about myself

 

[ryuken]

that means being normal you must be really lucky to have a life that when you look at others you don't wish to be in their place