I can’t fit it with anyone except for online somewhat

[Deleted member 1901]

I’ve noticed that whenever I socialize with people at school and it feels like we’re “on the same page” so to speak, the person is younger than me. But then I am much older and knowledgeable than them so it’s awkward because they are always telling me things I already know and i understand things they don’t. Then people my age it’s awkward because they are much more experienced, they can all drive and I can’t and they aren’t virgin and they do drugs and party. I feel like I can’t relate to anyone and no one can relate to me. And I feel awkward being friends with males, I feel awkward getting close to them and they always marginalize me from their friend groups because of my awkwardness. And then when I hang out with girls I can get along easier but then I keep getting feelings for them and become obsessed with the strategy aspect of it.

 

[Deleted member 1901]

One of the fEw people I could Relate to

Hidden message^^^

 

[Deleted member 31024]

I’ve noticed that whenever I socialize with people at school and it feels like we’re “on the same page” so to speak, the person is younger than me. But then I am much older and knowledgeable than them so it’s awkward because they are always telling me things I already know and i understand things they don’t. Then people my age it’s awkward because they are much more experienced, they can all drive and I can’t and they aren’t virgin and they do drugs and party. I feel like I can’t relate to anyone and no one can relate to me. And I feel awkward being friends with males, I feel awkward getting close to them and they always marginalize me from their friend groups because of my awkwardness. And then when I hang out with girls I can get along easier but then I keep getting feelings for them and become obsessed with the strategy aspect of it.

I feel lost and uncomfortable when I am not rotting away in my room.

 

[Deleted member 40986]

I can relate