I can't fucking do this

[svidetel smerti]

She pulled up to my dad's house again, this time leaving me snacks and returning some of my shit. I told her I wouldn't come outside hoping she'd leave but no she just camped outside, she waved to me and then she rolled down her car window calling my name and saying hi. I feel weak because I slammed the door and ran to my room and I've been crying for a bit now. I hate her and her attempts to repair our relationship. I don't need her anymore I just want her to leave me alone, literally just 2 days ago she was yelling at me to get out because I'm so horrible, manipulative, abusive, and just like my father. Then she texts me apologies and goodnight messages. Muhhh "I didn't meant it" (she has said these exact same things to me on 4 different occasions). And it's all because I didn't wanna sit next to her because I don't fucking trust her and we got into a scream fight or whatever over it. She doesn't fucking value anything I do ever, she touches me when I don't wanna be touched (and sometimes in places I shouldn't even be touched), she always bring up my overdose for some reason, she berates me over small things (not turning in an assignment on time, not answering her phone calls), and she doesn't ever try to see my perspective or consider my feelings but then expects empathy, and she's basically replacing my dad with me. I'm fucking 14 leave me alone I actually can't do this I don't even know why I'm typing this anymore I just need to get it out there somehow but I have no one to talk to ever

 

[zuffensons]

Ruin her life ( if its ur ex) .U can basically ruin her life w 10 dollars if u buy 0.5g weed. js slip it in her purse in lesson or wtv and report it to some teacher that she smells and she will prob get suspended , screamed by her parents and possibly grounded if that shit is used anymore

 

[svidetel smerti]

Ruin her life ( if its ur ex) .U can basically ruin her life w 10 dollars if u buy 0.5g weed. js slip it in her purse in lesson or wtv and report it to some teacher that she smells and she will prob get suspended , screamed by her parents and possibly grounded if that shit is used anymore

It's my mom I should've prolly mentioned it

 

[zuffensons]

It's my mom I should've prolly mentioned it

Call services u cant rly except shit from here , or even calling like the child service anonymous bs where u can talk to people

 

[noark]

It's my mom I should've prolly mentioned it

Tf? She molested you?

 

[svidetel smerti]

Tf? She molested you?

A bunch unfortunately

 

[svidetel smerti]

Call services u cant rly except shit from here , or even calling like the child service anonymous bs where u can talk to people

That's a thing? I can actually call people regarding my situation that's not like the suicide hotline bs

 

[noark]

A bunch unfortunately

Tbh, not much you can do, do you have any other family members?

 

[zuffensons]

That's a thing? I can actually call people regarding my situation that's not like the suicide hotline bs

Yep here in estonia atleast u can vent to a anonymous person and js talk ab it

 

[Peubert]

She pulled up to my dad's house again, this time leaving me snacks and returning some of my shit. I told her I wouldn't come outside hoping she'd leave but no she just camped outside, she waved to me and then she rolled down her car window calling my name and saying hi. I feel weak because I slammed the door and ran to my room and I've been crying for a bit now. I hate her and her attempts to repair our relationship. I don't need her anymore I just want her to leave me alone, literally just 2 days ago she was yelling at me to get out because I'm so horrible, manipulative, abusive, and just like my father. Then she texts me apologies and goodnight messages. Muhhh "I didn't meant it" (she has said these exact same things to me on 4 different occasions). And it's all because I didn't wanna sit next to her because I don't fucking trust her and we got into a scream fight or whatever over it. She doesn't fucking value anything I do ever, she touches me when I don't wanna be touched (and sometimes in places I shouldn't even be touched), she always bring up my overdose for some reason, she berates me over small things (not turning in an assignment on time, not answering her phone calls), and she doesn't ever try to see my perspective or consider my feelings but then expects empathy, and she's basically replacing my dad with me. I'm fucking 14 leave me alone I actually can't do this I don't even know why I'm typing this anymore I just need to get it out there somehow but I have no one to talk to ever

call someone niggaling

 

[greylord]

Yep here in estonia atleast u can vent to a anonymous person and js talk ab it

Im crine. Nigga is from estonia

 

[greylord]

She pulled up to my dad's house again, this time leaving me snacks and returning some of my shit. I told her I wouldn't come outside hoping she'd leave but no she just camped outside, she waved to me and then she rolled down her car window calling my name and saying hi. I feel weak because I slammed the door and ran to my room and I've been crying for a bit now. I hate her and her attempts to repair our relationship. I don't need her anymore I just want her to leave me alone, literally just 2 days ago she was yelling at me to get out because I'm so horrible, manipulative, abusive, and just like my father. Then she texts me apologies and goodnight messages. Muhhh "I didn't meant it" (she has said these exact same things to me on 4 different occasions). And it's all because I didn't wanna sit next to her because I don't fucking trust her and we got into a scream fight or whatever over it. She doesn't fucking value anything I do ever, she touches me when I don't wanna be touched (and sometimes in places I shouldn't even be touched), she always bring up my overdose for some reason, she berates me over small things (not turning in an assignment on time, not answering her phone calls), and she doesn't ever try to see my perspective or consider my feelings but then expects empathy, and she's basically replacing my dad with me. I'm fucking 14 leave me alone I actually can't do this I don't even know why I'm typing this anymore I just need to get it out there somehow but I have no one to talk to ever

Tell her that u are a sinister Rira type blud and she will leave u alone fs

 

[zuffensons]

Im crine. Nigga is from estonia

ur point

 

[svidetel smerti]

call someone niggaling

Who I don't know what to do

 

[greylord]

ur point

Just funny. Sounds like smth from lord of the rings

 

[svidetel smerti]

Tbh, not much you can do, do you have any other family members?

Yeah I'm staying at my dad's RN but he agreed to hand me over on Thursday or Wednesday I think, he doesn't know about the molestation but he knows about the other abuse, he's chronically ill tho so IDK if he can do much

 

[Peubert]

Who I don't know what to do

child protective services, dont forget to rep me tho

 

[noark]

Yeah I'm staying at my dad's RN but he agreed to hand me over on Thursday or Wednesday I think, he doesn't know about the molestation but he knows about the other abuse, he's chronically ill tho so IDK if he can do much

gather proof, leach off her, once your financially independent, ruin her worthless life

 

[svidetel smerti]

gather proof, leach off her, once your financially independent, ruin her worthless life

Like sueing ?

 

[Datto29]

 

[noark]

Like sueing ?

you could do alot of things down the latter, like getting her jailed, or blackmail her into financial oblivion, why havent you called cps though?

 

[svidetel smerti]

you could do alot of things down the latter, like getting her jailed, or blackmail her into financial oblivion, why havent you called cps though?

Sorry haven't responded, we had cps over before but since my parents are divorced and immigrants it's like impossible to get anything done especially since there's no environmental signs of abuse (messy house n shit)

 

[noark]

Sorry haven't responded, we had cps over before but since my parents are divorced and immigrants it's like impossible to get anything done especially since there's no environmental signs of abuse (messy house n shit)

Yeah just gather proof, you could blackmail her or have it as a fail safe, and try to become financially independent, what happens after is up to you, wish you the best

 

[svidetel smerti]

Yeah just gather proof, you could blackmail her or have it as a fail safe, and try to become financially independent, what happens after is up to you, wish you the best

Thank u