I can’t post going out threads cause I keep blacking out

[TerminatorGenisys9]

How can I stop blacking out? I find no point in going out if I’m not blacked out or to the point of it. I love the adrenaline rush I get the next morning being scared of who I texted what videos of me there might be and just figuring out the puzzle of what happened.

Blacking out is like season 4 of “You” and it’s so awesome for that reason. Something about u being functioning but being nt and figuring out to what nt level you got to makes my day.

I will try to stop tho so I can document my nights here. I should do it during the night but it’s hard to pull up org when u have a girl with u jfl