I cant stop thinking about what my life would have been like had i not had an eating disorder

[Deleted member 8080]

Fuck what would have I been like had I not had ARFID? would my frame be normal? would my wrists be larger? would i be slightly taller? it's all my fault

 

[Deleted member 5746]

 

[recessed]

no point in crying over spilled milk

 

[recessed]

also ramirez ate nothing but candy and other fastfoods but he grew up to be 6'2 robust mogger so idk nigga

 

[jordanbarrettisgod]

yes
u need the proper balanced diet probably with more dairy than normal to have stronger bones and good frame height, etc.

 

[jordanbarrettisgod]

also ramirez ate nothing but candy and other fastfoods but he grew up to be 6'2 robust mogger so idk nigga

1/100000 chance

 

[eduardkoopman]

Fuck what would have I been like had I not had ARFID? would my frame be normal? would my wrists be larger? would i be slightly taller? it's all my fault

what food you don't eat?

 

[Deleted member 8846]

genes nigga

 

[Deleted member 8080]

genes nigga

yes genes. jfl at ur low iq, just fuck u tbh.

I fell off the growth charts. i fell off brutally off the weight charts. there is no fucking way this didn't stunt my growth

no point in crying over spilled milk

indeed

 

[Deleted member 8846]

yes genes. jfl at ur low iq, just fuck u tbh.

I fell off the growth charts. i fell off brutally off the weight charts. there is no fucking way this didn't stunt my growth


indeed

I started training gymnastics at the age of 11 which meant I had to do a lot of physical training and all that training came with me having to eat a lot more. Now I'm 18 and guess what? I'm fucking 5'8 "muh diet", it's all genetics jfl at you

 

[St. Wristcel]

Brootal I am sorry, you probably would’ve developed correctly. Also how big is your dick, if thats small to then 100% you got fucked over because of diet.

 

[Deleted member 8080]

I started training gymnastics at the age of 11 which meant I had to do a lot of physical training and all that training came with me having to eat a lot more. Now I'm 18 and guess what? I'm fucking 5'8 "muh diet", it's all genetics jfl at you

ummm i was actually malnourished. Im not arguing retarded shit like "had i slept better" or "had i done more sports" i would be taller. i know that's cope. im simply claiming, had i not had been malnourished i would have been normal

 

[Deleted member 8080]

Brootal I am sorry, you probably would’ve developed correctly. Also how big is your dick, if thats small to then 100% you got fucked over because of diet.

about 16 cm bonepressed

 

[St. Wristcel]

about 16 cm bonepressed

Hmm nvm then that’s fine.

 

[Deleted member 8080]

my eating disorder was most brutal as a toddler. like very very brutal between age of 3 and 11

Brootal I am sorry, you probably would’ve developed correctly. Also how big is your dick, if thats small to then 100% you got fucked over because of diet.

 

[Deleted member 8080]

its not that simple. i know for a fact that my growth was stunted. i mean fuck that's what doctors told my parents at the time, they forced me to do therapy to fix disorder when i was a little kid (i have little memory of it). My height was normal at birth, slightly below average at like 3, and bottom 5% percentile at age 10

Hmm nvm then that’s fine.

 

[St. Wristcel]

its not that simple. i know for a fact that my growth was stunted. i mean fuck that's what doctors told my parents at the time, they forced me to do therapy to fix disorder when i was a little kid (i have little memory of it). My height was normal at birth, slightly below average at like 3, and bottom 5% percentile at age 10

my eating disorder was most brutal as a toddler. like very very brutal between age of 3 and 11

I am so sorry Jesus. What are your potential plans to fix this though? Gymmaxxing, ll, etc? I know it’s impossible to fix frame because I struggle with that as well.

 

[JMax]

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[Deleted member 8080]

I am so sorry Jesus. What are your potential plans to fix this though? Gymmaxxing, ll, etc? I know it’s impossible to fix frame because I struggle with that as well.

thanks brocel. Indeed, gymmaxxing and i want to do 5.5 cm LL in the femurs yeah.

I think clavicle lenghtning is cope, because it doesn't change ribcage which is what actually matters.

Thanks for being comprehensive, instead of screaming "manlet genetics!", when the situation is much more complicated than that.

 

[Deleted member 8080]

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i didnt have any body image issues. mine was fear of food bc of disgust + fear of throwing up

 

[Deleted member 8080]

I am so sorry Jesus. What are your potential plans to fix this though? Gymmaxxing, ll, etc? I know it’s impossible to fix frame because I struggle with that as well.

how much do u weigh currently? im around 52 kilos myself. my eating disorder is much better now, and i have gained weight last year as a result

 

[JMax]

i didnt have any body image issues. mine was fear of food bc of disgust + fear of throwing up

is that why you can relate to the manza
i mean besides the ddr and social anxiety

 

[Deleted member 8080]

is that why you can relate to the manza
i mean besides the ddr and social anxiety

manza?

 

[JMax]

manza?

The guy you used to have as ur pfp

 

[Deleted member 8080]

The guy you used to have as ur pfp

i have no clue what u on about nigga

 

[JMax]

i have no clue what u on about nigga

Ok i may have confused you with another user tbh nvm

 

[St. Wristcel]

how much do u weigh currently? im around 52 kilos myself. my eating disorder is much better now, and i have gained weight last year as a result

I’ve been a fat ass my whole life but am currently 156lbs/71kg and 5’9”/175cm currently trying to leanmaxx so the opposite of of you lol.

 

[St. Wristcel]

thanks brocel. Indeed, gymmaxxing and i want to do 5.5 cm LL in the femurs yeah.

I think clavicle lenghtning is cope, because it doesn't change ribcage which is what actually matters.

Thanks for being comprehensive, instead of screaming "manlet genetics!", when the situation is much more complicated than that.

Yeah bro this shit is always complicated. It is what it is. Wish you the best in solving these problems.

 

[Deleted member 8080]

oh i thought u were 5 6, not that 5 6 was the length of ur wrists

I’ve been a fat ass my whole life but am currently 156lbs/71kg and 5’9”/175cm currently trying to leanmaxx so the opposite of of you lol.

 

[St. Wristcel]

oh i thought u were 5 6, not that 5 6 was the length of ur wrists

Yeah a lot of people miss that

 

[Deleted member 9288]

Fuck what would have I been like had I not had ARFID? would my frame be normal? would my wrists be larger? would i be slightly taller? it's all my fault

Never began tbh

Yeah a lot of people miss that

FUCKING COOMERS JFL

 

[Deleted member 8080]

Never began tbh

FUCKING COOMERS JFL

that's my point it did begin, but now it's over

 

[Deleted member 9288]

about 16 cm bonepressed

im sorry but anything sub18cm is small to foids

 

[Need2Ascend]

I'm in the same boat as you bro, had always subhuman appetite as a kid and developed eating problems during puberty.
If I had eaten much more since growing up I'm 100% sure I would have been taller and my bones were overall more developed and thicker

It is what it is, but it's hard to cope with knowing that I basically did everything wrong in the past

 

[Deleted member 7192]

unless you were anorexic nothing

im 14 dieted the whole summer and still grew

 

[Perma Virgin 666]

are you shorter than your parents? seems like many zoomers turn out worse than their parents bone structure wise. Pretty sure there is some kinda malnutrition happening all across zoomer generations, many zoomers have female looking hands for example in terms of width. But sometimes random ass zoomers are like a head taller than their dad so idk, some weird shit is going on.

 

[Deleted member 24316]

Fuck what would have I been like had I not had ARFID? would my frame be normal? would my wrists be larger? would i be slightly taller? it's all my fault

Bro I have the same issue exept I am just realizing at 16 at 10 years old I had anorexia for 5 months it slowly got worse but in the last day I remember I just ate 2 eggs but and now water when I fainted that day It was because of dehydration so I got scared and started eating normally again but I just looked skinny and slightly pale at the time, before I started I was slightly chubby I lost like 20 pounds but ever since then I’ve eaten healthy exercises and slept like 2000+ calories I’m 5’11 the same height as my brother idk if it affected d size It was right before puberty or I was just starting it at it’s worst the doctors ran tests but it didn’t say didn’t have enough nutrition do you think I recovered completely? The black pill made me beat myself up over the past and it made me fail and go to summer school the endocrinologist and pediatrician say I look normal and they checked my growth charts and they look normal but the endocrinologist says she cant tell but I look normal is it possible I had catch up growth?

 

[IHateMyself]

You would look like this