I can't take it anymore

[lurking truecel]

My insomnia is killing my ass, I am getting crazy. All of this black pill shit is killing me. Can't escape it's over. It was bad some years ago but know I can literally taste death in my mouth. Hate this fucking world. So much cruelty, injustice, evil etc. Its a overflow really, can't handle it. I am not man enough to take it, to see it, to experience it. I feel bad for others aswell, the lack of awareness among normiegroids. I allways had a feeling I was put on the earth to experience life for. A reason, this is ofc not true and the absolute peak of delusionalism. There is no good in this world, you can never expect anything good to come out of it. Everything good is conscious acts mostly, it's not random, that's the sad part. All could have been prevented but stupidity of life and to continue life is getting the upper hand, creating all this misery, endless misery. Really hope all of it is not so serious and that the end is peaceful

 

[Charm]

Don't give up bro, theres always a mtb you can pull and spill all your emotions at

 

[new psl]

Some are given life to live , those who truly live (likes of opry, hernan, barret ,meeks )they never really payed much stress never really struggled to anything meeks gives motivational advices, orpy still thinks hes a regular joes and lectures on personality,
some are given life to struggle likes most of us while some are given to endure pain, suffering, living hell , like subhumans , basement cells , that guy with grad cap and girl kissing infront of him people with paralysis, (how it would feel ur crush to fuck in front of u but u can't even leave the room, ur parents disowns for who u r etc ), ugly people really feel that on daily basis i ve read some mythological and spritual cycle of rebirths in various religions and this is similar to it in some ways those who were evil or supposed punished were given such life are a long torment while those with good deeds are born to live and enjoy