i cant take this shit anymore

[lookismfugee]

i take videos of my face all the time. there are days when i look good and there are days when i look like literal dogshit. my camera is pawnshop 70$ piece of dogshit aswell but why does it make me good once in while then if its cameras fault

might aswell rope and end my misery. i literally dream of high end equipment to see what my damn face really looks like. once i get my hands on high end sony or something that will be day i decide to live or rope

 

[Deleted member 1680]

Swear you’ve posted good looking pics of yourself here

 

[lookismfugee]

Swear you’ve posted good looking pics of yourself here

i never posted my pics here maybe on lookism

 

[Ritalincel]

 

[lookismfugee]

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it is what it is

 

[Deleted member 1464]

 

[Deleted member 3299]

Could be due to bloat. Use ice packs to de bloat your face. It even works for Fat ogres like me to a certain extent so It will help you.

 

[Ritalincel]

 

[lookismfugee]

Could be due to bloat. Use ice packs to de bloat your face. It even works for Fat ogres like me to a certain extent so It will help you.

yesterday i got pissdrunk and ate everything in sight but i know its cope. im getting literally suicidal when i dont like myself in video. it has way more impact on my mood than seeing good ones. fuck only if i knew what i really look like, at least 80% id just suck it up and cope away even if i look even worse than what i just saw

 

[Deleted member 3299]

yesterday i got pissdrunk and ate everything in sight but i know its cope. im getting literally suicidal when i dont like myself in video. it has way more impact on my mood than seeing good ones. fuck only if i knew what i really look like, at least 80% id just suck it up and cope away even if i look even worse than what i just saw

It's not cope it's called Batemanmaxxing (American Psycho) Also strong BDD

 

[lookismfugee]

It's not cope it's called Batemanmaxxing (American Psycho) Also strong BDD probably

i get told i have bdd on lookism too. what a fucking joke muhh bdd

 

[WORLDSTARHIPHOP]

I can't take the shit much more either.

 

[lookismfugee]

brutal. if i had 4k id drop it right away on good camera. if i look bad sell it buy a fucking gun and get cobain implants