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Kraken
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complete and total selfdeprivation
impossible to feel good
in this circumstances
ego - destroyed;
nerves - fried;
cortisol - spikedl;
like this on daily.. no matter how good you are, lacking external feedbakc will destroy you..
not only this... you see others have everything on socialmedia.. have that shit rubbed in your face..
constant inner tension from the moment i wake up..
constant inadequacy
constant ER fuel
Rage; anger...
one day i lack one thing, another day another thing..
its a loop
but i dont regret everything
impossible to feel good
in this circumstances
ego - destroyed;
nerves - fried;
cortisol - spikedl;
like this on daily.. no matter how good you are, lacking external feedbakc will destroy you..
not only this... you see others have everything on socialmedia.. have that shit rubbed in your face..
constant inner tension from the moment i wake up..
constant inadequacy
constant ER fuel
Rage; anger...
one day i lack one thing, another day another thing..
its a loop
but i dont regret everything
