suicidemonkey
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I'm a 20 year old guy and a few months ago, I genuinely believe that I was quite good looking.
Now I'm probably like 21% body fat, I gained weight rapidly and feel a little worthless.
Before, I must've been 13-14% body fat with a good level of appeal.
Now that I'm 20, I honestly feel kind of lost because I now feel like a full grown man who doesn't deserve to have "fun" in a similar way to teenagers (if that makes sense, like it's just too late).
I can't stop overthinking all of this shit, I shift between feeling like I have everything under control and the thought of going homeless if I'm kicked out of my parent's house.
Could someone tell me bluntly if it's too late? Maybe I'm just overthinking somehow, but it feels like many of the "innocent" teen experiences that I wanted are gone forever (as stupid as this sounds on paper). Is anything like that (even just closely similar) achievable?
Also, when I was lean I was 100% above average facially (I don't know what rating but girls would often stare and I could easily cold approach) so now that I'm 21%bf, it feels over.
Now I'm probably like 21% body fat, I gained weight rapidly and feel a little worthless.
Before, I must've been 13-14% body fat with a good level of appeal.
Now that I'm 20, I honestly feel kind of lost because I now feel like a full grown man who doesn't deserve to have "fun" in a similar way to teenagers (if that makes sense, like it's just too late).
I can't stop overthinking all of this shit, I shift between feeling like I have everything under control and the thought of going homeless if I'm kicked out of my parent's house.
Could someone tell me bluntly if it's too late? Maybe I'm just overthinking somehow, but it feels like many of the "innocent" teen experiences that I wanted are gone forever (as stupid as this sounds on paper). Is anything like that (even just closely similar) achievable?
Also, when I was lean I was 100% above average facially (I don't know what rating but girls would often stare and I could easily cold approach) so now that I'm 21%bf, it feels over.
