I could have a gf but my mental health wont allow me to be happy

[sorrowfulsad]

went on a date yesterday and shes literally the perfect girl jfl but I could vomit of the thought living with her and doing more than occasionally seeing her and fucking her

I feel like theres no counter part woman of me and I will die alone because of that

sometimes I want children sometimes I dont

many such thoughts type shit

but at the end of the day no matter what I choose:

I am not going to be satisfied

I am my worst enemy

 

[sorrowfulsad]

dn rd schizo rambling

 

[Klasik616]

Swap life with me bro

 

[Dendoni]

Feel you brother, i feel like i'd be very paranoid in ltr, imagine that any chad she talks to, and you would know she might like him far more than you

 

[ascension]

What won't allow me to be happy is knowing that she's had past relationships

 

[sorrowfulsad]

What won't allow me to be happy is knowing that she's had past relationships

real

 

[sorrowfulsad]

Feel you brother, i feel like i'd be very paranoid in ltr, imagine that any chad she talks to, and you would know she might like him far more than you

there are way too many men out their casually being better than me in every way. it might genuinely be over for insecurecels

 

[Iasacrko]

What won't allow me to be happy is knowing that she's had past relationships

That’s insecurity

 

[T50 Demon]

there are way too many men out their casually being better than me in every way. it might genuinely be over for insecurecels

nothing insecure about accepting reality

 

[sorrowfulsad]

nothing insecure about accepting reality

now I feel like just pretending cause what if this girl actually sees me as her future (Im coping)