I crave attention

[Deleted member 196101]

It’s me again, I’ve been on this forum a lot now but it’s cool if you avoid weird ppl, but yeah pretty much as the title says I crave attention, I’m a pretty popular guy, I have friend groups hangout with girls and yk just live a teenage life, I’m like maybe 5 foot 9.5 and am 14 and pretty solid looking too but the girls I like find me attractive and they tell this to their friends and to me but just wana be friends, idk why it always happens but it does, I have friends who test me and stuff but not that many girls as someone like me you would assume would have and it’s bad to the point I check like every other minute for a message from this girl named Lila who’s pretty but not stunning but has a like really funny and sweet personality and some pretty cool friends like every seconds, she’s not like a stunner but like still yk it sure sucks ass when it’s like I have to wait for her to be ready for a relationship but I want her so badly and she’s like the only girl I text but I also crave attention. If you saw this whole thing thanks for your time and have a good night, remember someone out there loves you