
Gaygymmaxx
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It really went away
Which is ironic because I have gone complete loner mode lately
But importantly: I am only alone. Not "lonely"
This is true, I actually believe it,
If you care about the opinions of normies, your behavior will reflect
The power of positive thinking and mindset is genuinely immense unless you are beyond ugly and actually have a good excuse
I was an unassertive little schmuck for many years, all the years,
Until like 18/19
Now I'm 20
I had some locksmith come down to my house to help me fix me car
he said "385 for the full service"
That was some bullshit so I bartered
"Mane I can't give you 385 unless you solve my problem"
He said "aight 150 for the base service, 385 if we get it all done"
I was down for that,
Then... he tried to fix it, couldn't... made me a spare key
(And my key wasn't even the issue)
And the BASTARD ASKED FOR 385!
I told this prick
" I can't afford to Pay you 385 for this. We had an agreement, I need to save that money to fix my car, BECAUSE YOU DIDNT FIX IT!"
ngl my blood was actually boiling, I had a peculiar sensation of utter rage when this nigga tried to play games with me
He said okay, then mumbled some bullshit
"Spent 3 hours for fucking nothing"
I told the nigga
"It was an hour and a half and we agreed before hand"
Nigga was angry at first, but alas,
He conceded,
"no no, you've got a point, I have to spend money to program these keys, every time, so if I only get 150 I'm losing money here, because I programmed the key over and over to try and fix it"
"Could you atleast meet me in the middle, at 250?"
I said "I can give you 200"
And he took it,
I was just standing next to his truck with my arms crossed maintaining max eye contact it was pretty awkward
And I realized
The old GGM would never
The old GGM would have waited for my daddy to get home before even calling the locksmith
The old GGM was Distinctly unnassertive and too nice
Then I had to take it to the shop
And even though it was the FORD DEALERSHIP, and my FATHERS REPRESENTIVE WHO SOLD US 4 CARS!
THE BASTARD TRIED TO SCAM THE SHIT OUT OF ME
Sent me a 1400$ itemized service request
(Shops need approval before doing anything, "request")
And all of it was unrelated to my problem
I shut that shit down, over text
He called me,
"Yeah ok man I hear you. Well listen I'm not doing any of that let me know what is essential for my issue"
He didn't EVEN KNOW!
Finally solved my problem 2 days later
And tried to charge me 440 total
(200 induction fee, 240 for 1 FUSE!)
now honestly I could've just got that information, bought a fuse for 10 dollars
And drove my ass down to the shop myself, changed it, and drove away
That would be based but a bit much
So I bartered again, and I barely tried tbh
"So I just want to make sure everything is clear, so 200 dollar base service fee,
10 dollars for the fuse
And 190 dollars for labor?"
I was actually just making sure shit was in order,
And he was like
"Yeah we're looking at 440, let me see if I can get a discount, yeah I know that's a lot for labor
Alright is 380$ alright "
"Yeah mane that works for me, ill pick it up tommorow"
I'm finally not high inhib
And it happened. Because I just stopped caring that I was high inhib
I didn't think about it
I didn't pay it any mind
"I have social anxiety"
YOU FOOL! thats a SPELL you're casting
Don't let those words leave your mouth
It's all mindset fellers,
Now this is not some grandiose low inhib moment
But it's a sharp contrast from the bitch baby I used to be
Do not think about social anxiety, live In a world by which ONLY YOU exist
Thus is how psychopaths have no empathy,
They simply don't care
They live like that one simulation theory
The one that states everyone besides you is not real because you can't prove it, you can only be certain you yourself are conscious - type of sheeit
Which is ironic because I have gone complete loner mode lately
But importantly: I am only alone. Not "lonely"
This is true, I actually believe it,
If you care about the opinions of normies, your behavior will reflect
The power of positive thinking and mindset is genuinely immense unless you are beyond ugly and actually have a good excuse
I was an unassertive little schmuck for many years, all the years,
Until like 18/19
Now I'm 20
I had some locksmith come down to my house to help me fix me car
he said "385 for the full service"
That was some bullshit so I bartered
"Mane I can't give you 385 unless you solve my problem"
He said "aight 150 for the base service, 385 if we get it all done"
I was down for that,
Then... he tried to fix it, couldn't... made me a spare key
(And my key wasn't even the issue)
And the BASTARD ASKED FOR 385!
I told this prick
" I can't afford to Pay you 385 for this. We had an agreement, I need to save that money to fix my car, BECAUSE YOU DIDNT FIX IT!"
ngl my blood was actually boiling, I had a peculiar sensation of utter rage when this nigga tried to play games with me
He said okay, then mumbled some bullshit
"Spent 3 hours for fucking nothing"
I told the nigga
"It was an hour and a half and we agreed before hand"
Nigga was angry at first, but alas,
He conceded,
"no no, you've got a point, I have to spend money to program these keys, every time, so if I only get 150 I'm losing money here, because I programmed the key over and over to try and fix it"
"Could you atleast meet me in the middle, at 250?"
I said "I can give you 200"
And he took it,
I was just standing next to his truck with my arms crossed maintaining max eye contact it was pretty awkward
And I realized
The old GGM would never
The old GGM would have waited for my daddy to get home before even calling the locksmith
The old GGM was Distinctly unnassertive and too nice
Then I had to take it to the shop
And even though it was the FORD DEALERSHIP, and my FATHERS REPRESENTIVE WHO SOLD US 4 CARS!
THE BASTARD TRIED TO SCAM THE SHIT OUT OF ME
Sent me a 1400$ itemized service request
(Shops need approval before doing anything, "request")
And all of it was unrelated to my problem
I shut that shit down, over text
He called me,
"Yeah ok man I hear you. Well listen I'm not doing any of that let me know what is essential for my issue"
He didn't EVEN KNOW!
Finally solved my problem 2 days later
And tried to charge me 440 total
(200 induction fee, 240 for 1 FUSE!)
now honestly I could've just got that information, bought a fuse for 10 dollars
And drove my ass down to the shop myself, changed it, and drove away
That would be based but a bit much
So I bartered again, and I barely tried tbh
"So I just want to make sure everything is clear, so 200 dollar base service fee,
10 dollars for the fuse
And 190 dollars for labor?"
I was actually just making sure shit was in order,
And he was like
"Yeah we're looking at 440, let me see if I can get a discount, yeah I know that's a lot for labor
Alright is 380$ alright "
"Yeah mane that works for me, ill pick it up tommorow"
I'm finally not high inhib
And it happened. Because I just stopped caring that I was high inhib
I didn't think about it
I didn't pay it any mind
"I have social anxiety"
YOU FOOL! thats a SPELL you're casting
Don't let those words leave your mouth
It's all mindset fellers,
Now this is not some grandiose low inhib moment
But it's a sharp contrast from the bitch baby I used to be
Do not think about social anxiety, live In a world by which ONLY YOU exist
Thus is how psychopaths have no empathy,
They simply don't care
They live like that one simulation theory
The one that states everyone besides you is not real because you can't prove it, you can only be certain you yourself are conscious - type of sheeit