
JoeNutz
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this ain't news, she told me she had a hoe phase before we met, I caught her looking at guys, I mean she was sweet to me for a couple months, but fucking "Looking for anything idc I'm not picky"? that's some hoe ass shit, couldn't go 3 weeks into the school year with a guy you've been with for months.
She had me fucked up so bad when she left, "We're too different" yeah yeah like you weren't sucking my dick cuz I was the first guy to not objectify you and here you are saying I don't care I'll take anything. I'm such a dope, "you never initiated intimacy" "the first half of sex was boring" Sorry I only have sex with people I love, the only other person I had sex with was a 2 year relationship.
The shit I ignored and put up with just cuz the loneliness had me suicidal before we met, "I'm not with you because of your looks" "cock size doesn't matter" I was probably getting compared to 10 other guys she had 1 night stands with.
I mean who the hell else do I have to blame, I knew about the hoe phase I knew about the dates she went on while we were in the talking stage, I never have any options so it doesn't take shit for me to fall in love and this is where that leads me. As I was leaving her room for the last time "you're an amazing person" if being an amazing person got me here why would that be a compliment?
So many times I felt like a cuck, in my head I'd be like "fuck this shit I feel like such a cuck" cuz she's reading comics about chads. "Do I think this is hot? yes, but does it matter? no cuz it isn't real" that night I thought to myself maybe I'd be better without her. I felt humiliated when we were together and now it's only doubling down.
all I can do is laugh at how much of a desperate retard cuck I was for loving her and missing her so damn much. "I don't like that lingerie cuz it reminds of a bad time in my life where I gave my body for validation" It's the first damn picture in her profile. I still can't get over I don't care I'll take anything, yeah, I'm glad I made you feel loved for more than your body. I mean I knew i fell in love with the idea of the kind of love she could have given me but I knew deep down I don't have the face for what she promised me. fucking "I'm not picky" it doesn't get more humiliating for me than that, I guess I deserve this for thinking ltring a self admitted hoe was a good idea. Hopefully the shit I get from posting this will stop me from making the same mistake.
but there was a good 3 or 4 months in the middle where I felt like I ruled the world.
She had me fucked up so bad when she left, "We're too different" yeah yeah like you weren't sucking my dick cuz I was the first guy to not objectify you and here you are saying I don't care I'll take anything. I'm such a dope, "you never initiated intimacy" "the first half of sex was boring" Sorry I only have sex with people I love, the only other person I had sex with was a 2 year relationship.
The shit I ignored and put up with just cuz the loneliness had me suicidal before we met, "I'm not with you because of your looks" "cock size doesn't matter" I was probably getting compared to 10 other guys she had 1 night stands with.
I mean who the hell else do I have to blame, I knew about the hoe phase I knew about the dates she went on while we were in the talking stage, I never have any options so it doesn't take shit for me to fall in love and this is where that leads me. As I was leaving her room for the last time "you're an amazing person" if being an amazing person got me here why would that be a compliment?
So many times I felt like a cuck, in my head I'd be like "fuck this shit I feel like such a cuck" cuz she's reading comics about chads. "Do I think this is hot? yes, but does it matter? no cuz it isn't real" that night I thought to myself maybe I'd be better without her. I felt humiliated when we were together and now it's only doubling down.
all I can do is laugh at how much of a desperate retard cuck I was for loving her and missing her so damn much. "I don't like that lingerie cuz it reminds of a bad time in my life where I gave my body for validation" It's the first damn picture in her profile. I still can't get over I don't care I'll take anything, yeah, I'm glad I made you feel loved for more than your body. I mean I knew i fell in love with the idea of the kind of love she could have given me but I knew deep down I don't have the face for what she promised me. fucking "I'm not picky" it doesn't get more humiliating for me than that, I guess I deserve this for thinking ltring a self admitted hoe was a good idea. Hopefully the shit I get from posting this will stop me from making the same mistake.
but there was a good 3 or 4 months in the middle where I felt like I ruled the world.