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vrilmaxxer

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My entire life I have been insane, teetering on the edge, this was also true for pornography, the most gruesome torture videos of women, dead bodies and necrophilia was all part of the entrée, its too much, i am becoming something different to a human, an animal, normal porn was not enough, I had to see pain. Today after having a goon sesh I looked at my screen both aroused and disgusted at what I had been jerking it to. I deleted it all, 20+ gigabytes of curated videos from across the internet all gone, I hope this will aid me into returning to a normal gooner, shaking ass and other normie stuff. I feel as If I have healed, a chip off my shoulder.
 
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@fuxkdakikez why is this funny?
 
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Nice bro, porn does that.
You start off with searching up boobs on google but then the addiction advances and you end up like this. Even worse.
 
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Nice bro, porn does that.
You start off with searching up boobs on google but then the addiction advances and you end up like this. Even worse.
I have been this way since I was a kid, wanting to kill and rape my teacher before I knew what sex was, I need to distance myself from my dark passenger.
 
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Instead of perversions you need to look for beauty :owo:
 
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Nice bro, porn does that.
You start off with searching up boobs on google but then the addiction advances and you end up like this. Even worse.
how come back in highschool me and @fuxkdakikez used to play poke the boner and jerk each other off yet we both turned out fine and not addicted to porn how come
 
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I have been this way since I was a kid, wanting to kill and rape my teacher before I knew what sex was, I need to distance myself from my dark passenger.
I feel you man.
I want to hurt myself and drink my blood.
 
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how come back in highschool me and @fuxkdakikez used to play poke the boner and jerk each other off yet we both turned out fine and not addicted to porn how come
and @RXnd you can’t forget him aswell bud
 
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how come back in highschool me and @fuxkdakikez used to play poke the boner and jerk each other off yet we both turned out fine and not addicted to porn how come
Maybe its the sense of community, I never had anyone to jerk with : (
 
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My entire life I have been insane, teetering on the edge, this was also true for pornography, the most gruesome torture videos of women, dead bodies and necrophilia was all part of the entrée, its too much, i am becoming something different to a human, an animal, normal porn was not enough, I had to see pain. Today after having a goon sesh I looked at my screen both aroused and disgusted at what I had been jerking it to. I deleted it all, 20+ gigabytes of curated videos from across the internet all gone, I hope this will aid me into returning to a normal gooner, shaking ass and other normie stuff. I feel as If I have healed, a chip off my shoulder.
Good job, stay strong brother.

May I suggest you some nice wholesome amateur porn?
 
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My entire life I have been insane, teetering on the edge, this was also true for pornography, the most gruesome torture videos of women, dead bodies and necrophilia was all part of the entrée, its too much, i am becoming something different to a human, an animal, normal porn was not enough, I had to see pain. Today after having a goon sesh I looked at my screen both aroused and disgusted at what I had been jerking it to. I deleted it all, 20+ gigabytes of curated videos from across the internet all gone, I hope this will aid me into returning to a normal gooner, shaking ass and other normie stuff. I feel as If I have healed, a chip off my shoulder.
Most of our ancestors at some point indulged in some of things you mentioned so it might be a blood "memory" 😂
 
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Most of our ancestors at some point indulged in some of things you mentioned so it might be a blood "memory" 😂
yeah maybe jerking it to headless women was the caucus norm
 
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watch 3d hentai
 
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My entire life I have been insane, teetering on the edge, this was also true for pornography, the most gruesome torture videos of women, dead bodies and necrophilia was all part of the entrée, its too much, i am becoming something different to a human, an animal, normal porn was not enough, I had to see pain. Today after having a goon sesh I looked at my screen both aroused and disgusted at what I had been jerking it to. I deleted it all, 20+ gigabytes of curated videos from across the internet all gone, I hope this will aid me into returning to a normal gooner, shaking ass and other normie stuff. I feel as If I have healed, a chip off my shoulder.
Congrats bro. You got ts.
 
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This should be a wake up call to quit porn.

The first step is realizing how disgusting and horrible this all really is.

I recommend doing a detox of all things that can trigger you. Avoid social media like instagram and tik tok and definitely avoid porn websites. Get out of the house, sitting inside all day will make it easy for you to fall into insanity.

Resist your temptations and you will be born again. May god help you.
 
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This should be a wake up call to quit porn.

The first step is realizing how disgusting and horrible this all really is.

I recommend doing a detox of all things that can trigger you. Avoid social media like instagram and tik tok and definitely avoid porn websites. Get out of the house, sitting inside all day will make it easy for you to fall into insanity.

Resist your temptations and you will be born again. May god help you.
Thanks for the help, I hope to curb this addiction.
 
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