I despise my family

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ltnsyn

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My dad is a drug, alcohol and gambling addict deadbeat of a father that used to abuse me mentally and physically (Get’s mad everytime i try cooking something for myself, still calls me things like obese, weird, ugly even though I’m at a healthy weight, have been hitting a gym for a while and don’t eat too much)
My little brother thinks being friends with drug addicts and smoking cig’s and vapes is cool (he’s also subhuman and can’t even breathe through his nose so I have to listen to his loud breathing every night which has gotten worse and made my sleep quality worse)
My other two siblings are fucking annoying spoiled brats that my dad loves (Don’t get why it couldn’t have been me)
My Mom is the only alright person in this shithole house but even she can be really annoying to deal with sometimes

I’ve been literally experiencing hair thinning since I turned 16 and I’m almost 17 now

Fuck every happy family out there, it should have been me
I deserved it more than anyone out there
 
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My dad is a drug, alcohol and gambling addict deadbeat of a father that used to abuse me mentally and physically (Get’s mad everytime i try cooking something for myself, still calls me things like obese, weird, ugly even though I’m at a healthy weight, have been hitting a gym for a while and don’t eat too much)
My little brother thinks being friends with drug addicts and smoking cig’s and vapes is cool (he’s also subhuman and can’t even breathe through his nose so I have to listen to his loud breathing every night which has gotten worse and made my sleep quality worse)
My other two siblings are fucking annoying spoiled brats that my dad loves (Don’t get why it couldn’t have been me)
My Mom is the only alright person in this shithole house but even she can be really annoying to deal with sometimes

I’ve been literally experiencing hair thinning since I turned 16 and I’m almost 17 now

Fuck every happy family out there, it should have been me
I deserved it more than anyone out there
how the fuck is it even possible to be born into a family like that?
 
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how the fuck is it even possible to be born into a family like that?
I was coping with “God has a plan for me” for years now I’m starting to think God doesn’t exist. I have to listen to arguments daily and it’s stressing me the fuck out I wanna leave this house as soon as I fucking can. This retard of a “father” I have even makes fun of me wanting to become an orthdontist and expects me to love him.
 
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I was coping with “God has a plan for me” for years now I’m starting to think God doesn’t exist. I have to listen to arguments daily and it’s stressing me the fuck out I wanna leave this house as soon as I fucking can. This retard of a “father” I have even makes fun of me wanting to become an orthdontist and expects me to love him.
yeah god unfortunately doesn't exist, anyway try to leave home as soon as possible and tell your father to fuck off
 
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My dad is a drug, alcohol and gambling addict deadbeat of a father that used to abuse me mentally and physically (Get’s mad everytime i try cooking something for myself, still calls me things like obese, weird, ugly even though I’m at a healthy weight, have been hitting a gym for a while and don’t eat too much)
My little brother thinks being friends with drug addicts and smoking cig’s and vapes is cool (he’s also subhuman and can’t even breathe through his nose so I have to listen to his loud breathing every night which has gotten worse and made my sleep quality worse)
My other two siblings are fucking annoying spoiled brats that my dad loves (Don’t get why it couldn’t have been me)
My Mom is the only alright person in this shithole house but even she can be really annoying to deal with sometimes

I’ve been literally experiencing hair thinning since I turned 16 and I’m almost 17 now

Fuck every happy family out there, it should have been me
I deserved it more than anyone out there
My grandfather is a drunkard who gets drunk at least 2 days a week, but he fights with the other members of my family every day, I hate him and wish him dead every day, I see my friends with good families while my bad grandfather is a disgrace of a person who only knows how to fight with my family.:rage::rage:
 
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Think I might start smoking Marijuana or abuse nicotine to get my mind off things
 
My dad is a drug, alcohol and gambling addict deadbeat of a father that used to abuse me mentally and physically (Get’s mad everytime i try cooking something for myself, still calls me things like obese, weird, ugly even though I’m at a healthy weight, have been hitting a gym for a while and don’t eat too much)
My little brother thinks being friends with drug addicts and smoking cig’s and vapes is cool (he’s also subhuman and can’t even breathe through his nose so I have to listen to his loud breathing every night which has gotten worse and made my sleep quality worse)
My other two siblings are fucking annoying spoiled brats that my dad loves (Don’t get why it couldn’t have been me)
My Mom is the only alright person in this shithole house but even she can be really annoying to deal with sometimes

I’ve been literally experiencing hair thinning since I turned 16 and I’m almost 17 now

Fuck every happy family out there, it should have been me
I deserved it more than anyone out there
just imagine this but youre indian
 
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I was coping with “God has a plan for me” for years now I’m starting to think God doesn’t exist. I have to listen to arguments daily and it’s stressing me the fuck out I wanna leave this house as soon as I fucking can. This retard of a “father” I have even makes fun of me wanting to become an orthdontist and expects me to love him.
Would you rather the arguments to steadily increase in passion, includes profanity such as, "You fucking whore!" And the dysfunctional family favorite, "Boo hoo hoo, are we gonna to start crying about the many years of uncle raping you?"

Or would you rather the fighting end, which means one of them must move out? This also means you might not see that person again. Estrangement can become oddly comfortable.
 
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i hate the familypill man
 
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brutal fate im so sorry
 
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My dad is a drug, alcohol and gambling addict deadbeat of a father that used to abuse me mentally and physically (Get’s mad everytime i try cooking something for myself, still calls me things like obese, weird, ugly even though I’m at a healthy weight, have been hitting a gym for a while and don’t eat too much)
My little brother thinks being friends with drug addicts and smoking cig’s and vapes is cool (he’s also subhuman and can’t even breathe through his nose so I have to listen to his loud breathing every night which has gotten worse and made my sleep quality worse)
My other two siblings are fucking annoying spoiled brats that my dad loves (Don’t get why it couldn’t have been me)
My Mom is the only alright person in this shithole house but even she can be really annoying to deal with sometimes

I’ve been literally experiencing hair thinning since I turned 16 and I’m almost 17 now

Fuck every happy family out there, it should have been me
I deserved it more than anyone out there
Honestly, relatable. My dad is also an alcoholic and my mother and I moved aaay from the country away from him, restarted now here I am living happy. There are solutions, don’t just sit there and cope with gods plan take action, side hustles money is very important
 

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