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neverbegan2007
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Would you guess the result? yeah its fucking closed. What i don't understand is that how is it closed yet I've grown at least 2 inches in the last few months?Anyway, I've been telling them to get me estrogen blockers and hgh for months now. But they always kept refusing and would always rant about how it's bad for me and how i need to work with a doctor. And when i got back with the x ray my whole family were making fun of me and they were happy that my growth plates have closed. I don't really know how one should fucking react to this but i'm so depressed and enraged. I'm thinking of roping this year if they don't let me undergo double jaw surgery. Another thing is whenever i tell her about how i want to look better she keeps talking about "You don't need to be a model, you need to go to a psychologist you have deep problems and insecurities that need to be fixed" as if i haven't been on SSRIs since i was 14 already because i attempted suicide and it ruined my hormone balance, didnt fix shit and give me temporary ED. Like am i a fucking retard or psycho for wanting to look like a normal person and not a fucking asymmetrical goblin? I fucking hate them.