iamgoingtomakeit
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fuck. Last year i started college and i didn't expect anything cz i was blackpilled already. However it was kinda fresh start i started gymcelling for the first time. I managed to get a few normie friends by forcing myself . Whatever after the first year ended i found myself in a shitty situation. My pc is old and got broken i couldn't cope with vidya and i realized that i had no friends in my home city which i've lived almost my whole life. I've read a few decent books to cope but after a while i was bored. I was too high inhib to find a job or work. Sometimes i walked the whole coastline. One week my family was not around home and at 1:30 am i walked aimlessly through the city . There were very few people sometimes none . I was like a ghost by the time i came home it was 4:30am or sth. Now i am waiting for college to open i am more busy then and i hate summer , its hot and shitty. At least in winter it's pretty comfy to live