Lyxguxx
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Pt 1.
Before I start this story, I’ll say that for some time before I had been becoming more and more into this whole cucking thing and after about a month of watching porn and fantasizing and whatnot, I ended up confessing this fact to my girlfriend. We had been together for roughly 2.5 years at that point and very open with each other about all of our various interests. Her reaction to this information was sort of a “ummm… ok?” She wasn’t very interested in it and it even bothered her sometimes so I never pushed it on her or anything and I also made it clear that this was of a “would be hot in principle but weird in reality” type of thing; nonetheless she’d sometimes indulge it while she gave me a handjob or during sex and it always drove me WILD. She still did this moreso because she liked seeing that I got off to being humiliated and compared to bigger cocks and whatnot and less so because she was explicitly wanting to cuck me.
Fast forward a bit, and I decided to buy some toys. One was the classic pink rabbit (which she was very appreciative of lmao) and another was a dildo. Strictly speaking, I’m a pretty average size ~5 inches long and ~1.6 wide. When we had sex up until that point, she was generally pretty satisfied with my size but occasionally she’d sheepishly admit that she wanted something bigger; either wider or longer or both. In fact, I often knew exactly which occasions those were because I could feel her moving her hips to try to get me as deep as she could and sure enough she’d admit it when I’d ask. This pseudo-“humiliation” got me off quite a bit but also made me a bit insecure; conflicting to say the least haha. Anyways, the dildo I got was 6.2 inches insertable and 2 inches diameter (with a taper from the head which was about 1.7). When we first used it she had to get used to it a bit so I was still firmly in the lead for the time, this however slowly changed.
Any time when we had sex or I used the dildo on her (if she was comfortable with it) I’d ask how my dick compared and over time she would slowly start shyly edging towards preferring the larger cock more and more. It started with individual separate sessions of sex vs. Dildo where I’d ask for comparison and when I asked her to quantify how much better the dildo felt she would go as high 50% better and I could definitely tell too. She would make noises and squirm in ways I had never seen her do before with the dildo. Eventually one time when we were having sex I asked her if we could try a direct side by side comparison by switching off to the dildo, which she hesitantly agreed to. The reactions she gave between me and the dildo were like night and day. With me she would moan and feel herself and what have you but with the dildo it was like she couldn’t control her body at all. Up until this point, I had been able to make her cum from sex but admittedly not that well or hard but this time with this bigger cock she came harder than she ever had with me.
Still now, she was still sheepish and shy about the whole thing as she still felt weird about me not being able to get her off as much as a bigger dick could. She generally wouldn’t ask for the dildo specifically yet but would accept if I offered it. When I asked her how much better it was, she’d pretty much universally say she preferred the dildo in a sort of apologetic tone.
We continued to do this for a while until one day we were having sex and she was somewhat quiet and I could tell she was trying to reach deeper and wider than I could give her and of her own volition she asked to use the dildo instead. I about lost myself to how hot that was and I obliged with it and this time she was no longer at all shy about how much better felt. I would ask how it felt and she would in a breathy and moaning voice “SOO much better” and when I asked how much better, she said “it’s more than twice as good” without any shame; clearly thinking solely about how good and how much more satisfying this was than before. That time, she came so hard that her whole body convulsed and she had to bite a pillow to keep from screaming.
After the times that she cums like this, I usually have to finish myself off because I have a lot of difficulty finishing in general, especially with other people. After some point, while I would be finishing myself off, she’d start giving me a handjob and tease me more and more about my fetish and say things she knew would get to me; especially the true things. She’d say things like “you’ve NEVER made cum that hard, I don’t think you ever will. It feels SOO much better than you do and when I fuck you, I often wish it was the size of our dildo instead.” At some point, she also learned that I have a thing for losing if I cum so she’d say things like “if you cum right now, I’m never going to let you fuck me again; you’ll never be enough for me like that.” And when she says things like when she’s jacking me off, that’s pretty much exactly when I cum.
I don’t know if I’ll ever be ok with REAL cucking but this much seems to really do it for me quite well.
Pt.2
Since the events of my previous story, things have progressed significantly.
As we have been using the dildo more, my gf makes it quite clear that I am not enough to satisfy her the way she wants me to. When we have sex, she often isn’t all that reactive and whenever I try to get her to cum with me inside of her, it doesn’t really go anywhere. Usually at that point, she then asked me to use the dildo mentioned in the previous story at which point I could almost immediately see a night and day change to her reactions and expressions and she’d usually cum within a few minutes. However, even with that, we both agreed that she wants even bigger.
In accordance with this sentiment, I bought an even bigger dildo. It was 7 inches insertable and 2.5 inches wide. A full 2 inches longer than me and almost a full inch wider. When she first saw it, she was certainly intimidated, but it was also obvious that she was excited to feel it inside of her.
The first time we used it, we were having sex and she was being her size-queen self so she eventually asked to use a dildo instead. At first it was difficult. It was a tight fit, and her cervix sat pretty low as we started so I had to be real gentle and slowly work it in. But with each slow thrust, she got deeper and deeper and deeper until she finally bottomed out taking the whole insertable length (it was a pretty perfect fit). As I started moving the dildo in and out with a little more vigor, the woman in front of me became almost a completely different person. She was completely unable to stifle her moans and she grasped the sheets around her with a vice grip as her eyes rolled back into her head and she made expressions that I had only ever seen in porn.
A little fun fact about my gf, even though normally she’s very considerate and unwilling to say things that might hurt my feelings (except when she’s feeling generous or wants me to cum fast) when she’s horny, her brain seemingly stops filtering anything. So as I continued I asked her how it compared to me and basically without an ounce of hesitation she said “it doesn’t even compare, this feels 3, maybe 4 times better than you EVER have” and while part of me was a little hurt the vast majority of me was hornier than I had ever been. After maybe 2-3 minutes of this, she came so hard that she was basically in shock afterwards.
Afterwards, she told me that much of why she liked it so much was simply the texture as this one had a more fleshy skin-like one as compared to the other dildo we used before. This was actually very hot to me because what it told me is that if another guy with a dick the same size fucked her, it would be even better for her and she would likely never be able to get off well from just me ever again if that happened. Since we began using this new dildo, she hasn’t cum with me in her once and every time we have sex it either ends with us just stopping or her getting finished off with the dildo.
The idea of actually cucking has become more and more real in my head. I think it will probably be a while before we actually do anything like, but the idea of tell her that she can fuck whoever she would like has floated through my head before. Whatever happens, it definitely seems like I won’t be enough to get her off now.
Before I start this story, I’ll say that for some time before I had been becoming more and more into this whole cucking thing and after about a month of watching porn and fantasizing and whatnot, I ended up confessing this fact to my girlfriend. We had been together for roughly 2.5 years at that point and very open with each other about all of our various interests. Her reaction to this information was sort of a “ummm… ok?” She wasn’t very interested in it and it even bothered her sometimes so I never pushed it on her or anything and I also made it clear that this was of a “would be hot in principle but weird in reality” type of thing; nonetheless she’d sometimes indulge it while she gave me a handjob or during sex and it always drove me WILD. She still did this moreso because she liked seeing that I got off to being humiliated and compared to bigger cocks and whatnot and less so because she was explicitly wanting to cuck me.
Fast forward a bit, and I decided to buy some toys. One was the classic pink rabbit (which she was very appreciative of lmao) and another was a dildo. Strictly speaking, I’m a pretty average size ~5 inches long and ~1.6 wide. When we had sex up until that point, she was generally pretty satisfied with my size but occasionally she’d sheepishly admit that she wanted something bigger; either wider or longer or both. In fact, I often knew exactly which occasions those were because I could feel her moving her hips to try to get me as deep as she could and sure enough she’d admit it when I’d ask. This pseudo-“humiliation” got me off quite a bit but also made me a bit insecure; conflicting to say the least haha. Anyways, the dildo I got was 6.2 inches insertable and 2 inches diameter (with a taper from the head which was about 1.7). When we first used it she had to get used to it a bit so I was still firmly in the lead for the time, this however slowly changed.
Any time when we had sex or I used the dildo on her (if she was comfortable with it) I’d ask how my dick compared and over time she would slowly start shyly edging towards preferring the larger cock more and more. It started with individual separate sessions of sex vs. Dildo where I’d ask for comparison and when I asked her to quantify how much better the dildo felt she would go as high 50% better and I could definitely tell too. She would make noises and squirm in ways I had never seen her do before with the dildo. Eventually one time when we were having sex I asked her if we could try a direct side by side comparison by switching off to the dildo, which she hesitantly agreed to. The reactions she gave between me and the dildo were like night and day. With me she would moan and feel herself and what have you but with the dildo it was like she couldn’t control her body at all. Up until this point, I had been able to make her cum from sex but admittedly not that well or hard but this time with this bigger cock she came harder than she ever had with me.
Still now, she was still sheepish and shy about the whole thing as she still felt weird about me not being able to get her off as much as a bigger dick could. She generally wouldn’t ask for the dildo specifically yet but would accept if I offered it. When I asked her how much better it was, she’d pretty much universally say she preferred the dildo in a sort of apologetic tone.
We continued to do this for a while until one day we were having sex and she was somewhat quiet and I could tell she was trying to reach deeper and wider than I could give her and of her own volition she asked to use the dildo instead. I about lost myself to how hot that was and I obliged with it and this time she was no longer at all shy about how much better felt. I would ask how it felt and she would in a breathy and moaning voice “SOO much better” and when I asked how much better, she said “it’s more than twice as good” without any shame; clearly thinking solely about how good and how much more satisfying this was than before. That time, she came so hard that her whole body convulsed and she had to bite a pillow to keep from screaming.
After the times that she cums like this, I usually have to finish myself off because I have a lot of difficulty finishing in general, especially with other people. After some point, while I would be finishing myself off, she’d start giving me a handjob and tease me more and more about my fetish and say things she knew would get to me; especially the true things. She’d say things like “you’ve NEVER made cum that hard, I don’t think you ever will. It feels SOO much better than you do and when I fuck you, I often wish it was the size of our dildo instead.” At some point, she also learned that I have a thing for losing if I cum so she’d say things like “if you cum right now, I’m never going to let you fuck me again; you’ll never be enough for me like that.” And when she says things like when she’s jacking me off, that’s pretty much exactly when I cum.
I don’t know if I’ll ever be ok with REAL cucking but this much seems to really do it for me quite well.
Pt.2
Since the events of my previous story, things have progressed significantly.
As we have been using the dildo more, my gf makes it quite clear that I am not enough to satisfy her the way she wants me to. When we have sex, she often isn’t all that reactive and whenever I try to get her to cum with me inside of her, it doesn’t really go anywhere. Usually at that point, she then asked me to use the dildo mentioned in the previous story at which point I could almost immediately see a night and day change to her reactions and expressions and she’d usually cum within a few minutes. However, even with that, we both agreed that she wants even bigger.
In accordance with this sentiment, I bought an even bigger dildo. It was 7 inches insertable and 2.5 inches wide. A full 2 inches longer than me and almost a full inch wider. When she first saw it, she was certainly intimidated, but it was also obvious that she was excited to feel it inside of her.
The first time we used it, we were having sex and she was being her size-queen self so she eventually asked to use a dildo instead. At first it was difficult. It was a tight fit, and her cervix sat pretty low as we started so I had to be real gentle and slowly work it in. But with each slow thrust, she got deeper and deeper and deeper until she finally bottomed out taking the whole insertable length (it was a pretty perfect fit). As I started moving the dildo in and out with a little more vigor, the woman in front of me became almost a completely different person. She was completely unable to stifle her moans and she grasped the sheets around her with a vice grip as her eyes rolled back into her head and she made expressions that I had only ever seen in porn.
A little fun fact about my gf, even though normally she’s very considerate and unwilling to say things that might hurt my feelings (except when she’s feeling generous or wants me to cum fast) when she’s horny, her brain seemingly stops filtering anything. So as I continued I asked her how it compared to me and basically without an ounce of hesitation she said “it doesn’t even compare, this feels 3, maybe 4 times better than you EVER have” and while part of me was a little hurt the vast majority of me was hornier than I had ever been. After maybe 2-3 minutes of this, she came so hard that she was basically in shock afterwards.
Afterwards, she told me that much of why she liked it so much was simply the texture as this one had a more fleshy skin-like one as compared to the other dildo we used before. This was actually very hot to me because what it told me is that if another guy with a dick the same size fucked her, it would be even better for her and she would likely never be able to get off well from just me ever again if that happened. Since we began using this new dildo, she hasn’t cum with me in her once and every time we have sex it either ends with us just stopping or her getting finished off with the dildo.
The idea of actually cucking has become more and more real in my head. I think it will probably be a while before we actually do anything like, but the idea of tell her that she can fuck whoever she would like has floated through my head before. Whatever happens, it definitely seems like I won’t be enough to get her off now.
