NateJacobs
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SOUNDTRACK
I realized a few days ago that I literally only have succeeded and excelled in these that I know would yield me results with women, and in every other area of my life that I cannot tie to the successful acquisition of women, I am completely mediocre at despite my natural talent in some of these areas.
NOFAP
Again, in decmeber 2023 i got my onetits and i lost all urges to beat my dick. I somehow went from only going 9 days MAX without beating my dick from 2018-2023 to then going 60 DAYS WITHOUT DOING IT. I used to think it was because a part of me loved her and she filled that void in my heart that porn temporarily did but thats not the full truth. Its also simply because I knew i would perform better in bed with her if i was a fucking nomad not beating my dick. I would be so hard and could actually satisfy her. If im beating my dick, how tf am i supposed to lay it down? Literally beat an ACTUAL ADDICTION JUST BECAUSE OF A GIRL. Insane to think about.
Moneymaxxing
From December 2022 to May 2023, I ran an online buisenss you could say that yielded me thousands of dollars. At first, I only started it so that I could get enough money for an iphone so i could finally have a fighting chance at getting girls. But as I kept doing it, I earned well over the needed amount for an iphone and i had built up great financial habits and LOVED making money and hated spending it on nonsense. I forced myself to never go below the 100 dollar mark once I reached it, for example, if I reached $1,124 I could not go below $1,100 dollars.But by the time i joined the forum. I had slowed down on running the buiness and got in iphone the first week of june 2023. Since then, I sparaticlly worked on the buiness and eventually quit back in July last year. My mom also destroyed my financiall habits i gained with one simple sentence "your gonna have to spend that money eventually.
" when i told her i was not gonna help pay for our gym membership.I blew all my money that i had by the end of the summer besides the money i had locked in crypto that i could not touch. I do not feel a need to moneymaxx anymore, I have a car, I have an iphone, what do i need money for? A lot of things of course but its not gonna help me with girls my age.
Gym
I discovered David laid my summer going in my 6th grade year. I even found mewing back then too. I inconsitently lifted from 2018-2023 until december of that year. I got my onetits and realized that ik foids love veins, and i was always veiny but never had an excuse to send a pic where i was veiny. But then i went to the gym and i could send foids mirror pics of my veiny foreams even tho i was 148 pounds twig at 5'11. I only started going to send her pics of me there no joke and then i fell inlove with how i looked during lifts and after them. Shes the only girl i ever sent a shirtless pic to and she always gave me great reactions when i did which was only twice. I knew foids loved biceps and backs and abs which i already had and veins too. And since then i have consitently been going to the gym, not because of discpline, but because ik it will help me with women.
GIFT AND CURSE
The amount of dedication and grit and "discpline" I have with things i know will get me women is actually pretty crazy once i realized it. The issue is, girls are very shallow and only get more shallow as the days go on. Girls my age at least, dgaf about if you have a lambo, if you have a multimillionaire dollar buiness in the making, and all that stuff that i still want but ik its not gonna do anything to get genuine female desire. Only reason i money maxxed was to get an iphone, I lift to become better looking, I stopped porn and fapping A GENUINE ADDICTION WITHIN DAYS JUST BECAUSE OF A GIRL I REALLLY LIKED. Thats insane and if i could channel that into convicing myself that women genuinely want a guy who is rich then i will become a millionaire within a year or two. I just dont know how to do that when ik its 70% looks and the rest is split between a whole lotta of stuff idrc about or meet the threshold of.
Everything for the huzz,
NATE
I realized a few days ago that I literally only have succeeded and excelled in these that I know would yield me results with women, and in every other area of my life that I cannot tie to the successful acquisition of women, I am completely mediocre at despite my natural talent in some of these areas.
NOFAP
Again, in decmeber 2023 i got my onetits and i lost all urges to beat my dick. I somehow went from only going 9 days MAX without beating my dick from 2018-2023 to then going 60 DAYS WITHOUT DOING IT. I used to think it was because a part of me loved her and she filled that void in my heart that porn temporarily did but thats not the full truth. Its also simply because I knew i would perform better in bed with her if i was a fucking nomad not beating my dick. I would be so hard and could actually satisfy her. If im beating my dick, how tf am i supposed to lay it down? Literally beat an ACTUAL ADDICTION JUST BECAUSE OF A GIRL. Insane to think about.
Moneymaxxing
From December 2022 to May 2023, I ran an online buisenss you could say that yielded me thousands of dollars. At first, I only started it so that I could get enough money for an iphone so i could finally have a fighting chance at getting girls. But as I kept doing it, I earned well over the needed amount for an iphone and i had built up great financial habits and LOVED making money and hated spending it on nonsense. I forced myself to never go below the 100 dollar mark once I reached it, for example, if I reached $1,124 I could not go below $1,100 dollars.But by the time i joined the forum. I had slowed down on running the buiness and got in iphone the first week of june 2023. Since then, I sparaticlly worked on the buiness and eventually quit back in July last year. My mom also destroyed my financiall habits i gained with one simple sentence "your gonna have to spend that money eventually.
" when i told her i was not gonna help pay for our gym membership.I blew all my money that i had by the end of the summer besides the money i had locked in crypto that i could not touch. I do not feel a need to moneymaxx anymore, I have a car, I have an iphone, what do i need money for? A lot of things of course but its not gonna help me with girls my age.Gym
I discovered David laid my summer going in my 6th grade year. I even found mewing back then too. I inconsitently lifted from 2018-2023 until december of that year. I got my onetits and realized that ik foids love veins, and i was always veiny but never had an excuse to send a pic where i was veiny. But then i went to the gym and i could send foids mirror pics of my veiny foreams even tho i was 148 pounds twig at 5'11. I only started going to send her pics of me there no joke and then i fell inlove with how i looked during lifts and after them. Shes the only girl i ever sent a shirtless pic to and she always gave me great reactions when i did which was only twice. I knew foids loved biceps and backs and abs which i already had and veins too. And since then i have consitently been going to the gym, not because of discpline, but because ik it will help me with women.
GIFT AND CURSE
The amount of dedication and grit and "discpline" I have with things i know will get me women is actually pretty crazy once i realized it. The issue is, girls are very shallow and only get more shallow as the days go on. Girls my age at least, dgaf about if you have a lambo, if you have a multimillionaire dollar buiness in the making, and all that stuff that i still want but ik its not gonna do anything to get genuine female desire. Only reason i money maxxed was to get an iphone, I lift to become better looking, I stopped porn and fapping A GENUINE ADDICTION WITHIN DAYS JUST BECAUSE OF A GIRL I REALLLY LIKED. Thats insane and if i could channel that into convicing myself that women genuinely want a guy who is rich then i will become a millionaire within a year or two. I just dont know how to do that when ik its 70% looks and the rest is split between a whole lotta of stuff idrc about or meet the threshold of.
Everything for the huzz,
NATE
