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blackdickcel-rare breed (1/1) - it’s over
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I had an awakening last night and went on a rant for like 3 hours or smth
Just ranting to myself cause I have no one to talk to about how depressed I am, how shit my life is, and how despite believing in God it seems like he’s not on my side and wants me to suffer.
All I want is a friend group to enjoy my fleeting youth with. And I can’t even get that.
So what’s the point of living then?
I can’t really think of anything. I have no motivation, no drive, no goal or any real direction. I’m just kind of lost tbh.
And honestly, I think I gave up hope internally last night, and I’m just exhausted and done with life. From college, to my toxic ass family, to my missed high school experiences, I kind of just want to give up and end it all.
Just ranting to myself cause I have no one to talk to about how depressed I am, how shit my life is, and how despite believing in God it seems like he’s not on my side and wants me to suffer.
All I want is a friend group to enjoy my fleeting youth with. And I can’t even get that.
So what’s the point of living then?
I can’t really think of anything. I have no motivation, no drive, no goal or any real direction. I’m just kind of lost tbh.
And honestly, I think I gave up hope internally last night, and I’m just exhausted and done with life. From college, to my toxic ass family, to my missed high school experiences, I kind of just want to give up and end it all.