I don't care when my close ones die

[GonorrhoeaGobbler]

I cried the first time when I learnt things were temporary at 8 but I've learn't since, I don't care about it I can even think of my close ones who genuinely care for me while still having a smile on my face. I get plesure when I think of severe violence especially to people who are my "friends" or at least nice to me for no reason.
I recently lost my granda whom I was close to but didn't shed a tear and was enjoying myself and playing sports in the summer sun the next day. I see people who are emotional as pathetic.

i don't fear death, the only times I have was pure instinct when I'm on a cliff or wtv but after once or two minor experiences I lost that. only times I've cared about dying is when I fill unfulfilled and am delusional. Even then i still have a strong will to live and am not suicidal I'm still human but I've been in life ending scenarios and stayed calm and even at peace in living in the present and being entertained by the spectacle.

I lose a lot/let go, I adapt quick things get old for me but not out of ahedonia I just adapt and mold quickly, I feel like I've lived longer than i have and people have told me this since i'm a young child. I'm blunt and cold i'm detached and cold but not a psyco I have strong empathy but very very low consideration that i can simply ignore like in a video game depending on the path I want to take

 

[GonorrhoeaGobbler]

B U M P

 

[Tensor]

Autist trait

 

[GonorrhoeaGobbler]

Autist trait

do I get a ND medal or smth

what would you describe me based on this thread and the others if you have read them ?

 

[GonorrhoeaGobbler]

do I get a ND medal or smth

what would you describe me based on this thread and the others if you have read them ?

other threads in question

https://looksmax.org/threads/inequality-is-justified-and-so-is-genocide-and-slavery.1796046/

https://looksmax.org/threads/there-is-no-escape-rant-about-myself-and-the-world.1819761/

 

[muhammad18347]

Sigma

 

[Tensor]

do I get a ND medal or smth

what would you describe me based on this thread and the others if you have read them ?

Can't remeber reading other threads from you like this
Idk like how how you desribed yourself

 

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other threads in question

https://looksmax.org/threads/inequality-is-justified-and-so-is-genocide-and-slavery.1796046/

https://looksmax.org/threads/there-is-no-escape-rant-about-myself-and-the-world.1819761/

Idk I cant do shit like that tbh. You seem very different from me so its hard for me to put myself in your shoes to understand your character and tell you about it

 

[GonorrhoeaGobbler]

Idk I cant do shit like that tbh. You seem very different from me so its hard for me to put myself in your shoes to understand your character and tell you about it

it's all good brah I'm not expecting a psycho analysis on a LM site based on two rants

 

[psltristan1]

Mirin
That's how dark triads feel when their close ones die

 

[lalalanotlistening]

id kill myself if my mommy died but sure