PsychoDsk
I'm like really really desperate for sex, I need i
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@Gaygymmaxx I fucked up AGAIN.
So for the 1000th time I was ‘talking’ to a girl behind my gf’s back. She wouldn’t even be mad if I just told her but I kept lying about it and denying it until she figured it out yesterday. She is angry with me which is entirely justified. I’m just a fucking retard, I wanted to do better this time (we been on and off 4 times now) I wznt to be a better man for her since she deserves the entire world. She is my everything, she is the reason I wake up with a smile, she makes me feel seen and comfortable. She brings my younger self out.
I shouldn’t have ever lied about it, I didn’t even say anything sexual or wtv to that girl behind her back, I was texting her only when I was suicidal and needed help. But why did I have to fucking lie about it.
My gf hates me rn but she still promises to never give up, she said she lost even more trust in me than last time and that it’s gonna take a long time to gain it back. I know I’m a retard and I just want her to trust me because I know from myself that I would NEVER cheat on her again.
She’s so pure and innocent, I’ve been her only bf ever and she hasn’t touched someone besides me in her life. She’s loyal, loving, caring and the perfect mother. (@Gaygymmaxx can confirm that with the numbas innit).
I just feel so guilty because I can’t seem to stop hurting her even if that’s the last thing I wanna do in this entire world.
Please insult the fuck out of me in the replies, thanks saars
Istg this is a promise, if I lose her I will become a raging serial killer. If we keep fighting for eachother I’m gonna be the happiest dude in the entire universe
@Gaygymmaxx I fucked up AGAIN.
So for the 1000th time I was ‘talking’ to a girl behind my gf’s back. She wouldn’t even be mad if I just told her but I kept lying about it and denying it until she figured it out yesterday. She is angry with me which is entirely justified. I’m just a fucking retard, I wanted to do better this time (we been on and off 4 times now) I wznt to be a better man for her since she deserves the entire world. She is my everything, she is the reason I wake up with a smile, she makes me feel seen and comfortable. She brings my younger self out.
I shouldn’t have ever lied about it, I didn’t even say anything sexual or wtv to that girl behind her back, I was texting her only when I was suicidal and needed help. But why did I have to fucking lie about it.
My gf hates me rn but she still promises to never give up, she said she lost even more trust in me than last time and that it’s gonna take a long time to gain it back. I know I’m a retard and I just want her to trust me because I know from myself that I would NEVER cheat on her again.
She’s so pure and innocent, I’ve been her only bf ever and she hasn’t touched someone besides me in her life. She’s loyal, loving, caring and the perfect mother. (@Gaygymmaxx can confirm that with the numbas innit).
I just feel so guilty because I can’t seem to stop hurting her even if that’s the last thing I wanna do in this entire world.
Please insult the fuck out of me in the replies, thanks saars
Istg this is a promise, if I lose her I will become a raging serial killer. If we keep fighting for eachother I’m gonna be the happiest dude in the entire universe