i don’t enjoy going out anymore. is something wrong with me

[turkproducer]

i went out yesterday for the first time in a long while, and whilst i was watching my friends drinking i felt out of place even though they clearly wanted me to be there. it’s like i felt disassociated and “not there” whilst my body was present

am i just growing out of being a drinking degen at only 18 JFL @ my aspieness. i think if i could have went back i’d have stayed home and carried on rotting

 

[Deleted member 2403]

i thought u were 19/20 jfl

 

[TsarTsar444]

Thats why you do meth before going out

 

[warpsociety]

Tbh I’ve experienced this “dissociation” recently. I literally know exactly what you’re talking about. On some meta reality shit, human consciousness has entered some kind of shift since COVID-19 hit.

 

[turkproducer]

you were probably subconsciously thinking how much more fun it would be drinking with them if you were 6'5

true say

 

[turkproducer]

i thought u were 19/20 jfl

nearly

 

[turkproducer]

Thats why you do meth before going out

NOT A CHANCE TBH

 

[Jason Voorhees]

what an irony

 

[turkproducer]

Tbh I’ve experienced this “dissociation” recently. I literally know exactly what you’re talking about. On some meta reality shit, human consciousness has entered some kind of shift since COVID-19 hit.

I’m glad someone else knows what I’m talking about, it’s like my body was present and my mind wasn’t and I just didn’t enjoy myself

idk why cos i used to love doing this bullshit.

what do you think the problem is

 

[Deleted member 11414]

its called derealisation my lad
i suffer from it too every once in a while

 

[turkproducer]

what an irony

what an irony.

its called derealisation my lad
i suffer from it too every once in a while

why do you think it happens, i smoke daily and i think it plays with my mind quite negatively

 

[Jason Voorhees]

what an irony.


why do you think it happens, i smoke daily and i think it plays with my mind quite negatively

whats ur slay count?

 

[Deleted member 11414]

why do you think it happens, i smoke daily and i think it plays with my mind quite negatively

most of the time it happens to me when i stay inside for a while but i think it can be induced by weed as well

 

[turkproducer]

whats ur slay count?

0. 6 if you count non stacy slays

i don’t count them because a slay below 7 psl is not a slay

 

[Jason Voorhees]

0. 6 if you count non stacy slays

i don’t count them because a slay below 7 psl is not a slay

6 at 18 is chad tier

 

[turkproducer]

6 at 18 is chad tier

keep coping, i am a virgin

psl6+ = slay

 

[Deleted member 4430]

going out, vibing with others,, laughing and sharing energy

vs

wasting energy lifting weights to failure and limping out the gym defeated and stressed adrenals

its amazing how brainwashed people can get

 

[turkproducer]

going out, vibing with others,, laughing and sharing energy

vs

wasting energy lifting weights to failure and limping out the gym defeated and stressed adrenals

its amazing how brainwashed people can get

10 hour days on the field, all you wanna do is eat some homemade casserole and go to sleep but then again, they all make time to go to the gym and spend all their peanut wages on it jfl if you arnt a well mannored, cheeky chappy, happy go lucky brit with the perfect blend of banter

 

[redfacccee]

sounds like u have a dissociative disorder

 

[turkproducer]

sounds like u have a dissociative disorder

basically a confirmation that i am indeed an abused dog

 

[fukmylyf]

No, people are still in ldar mode from covid. It's gonna take a while to readjust. We were supposed to have a party for my friends birthday, but half the people left or went to bed early. So we ended up smoking weed and watching tv until 5 am. Conversation was dry af so I just came home lol.

 

[stuckneworleans]

Not used to socialising anymore probably, combined with less NT mind from formative years, not being where you want to be with yourself

 

[R@m@]

You forgot to mew

 

[ShowerMaxxing]

You didnt drink enough tbh. Supposed to drink till everything feels good and you cant remember the goofy goofs you got up to the night before

 

[turkproducer]

Not used to socialising anymore probably, combined with less NT mind from formative years, not being where you want to be with yourself

yeah i was never full NT, just able to fraud it
my social interactions with people have also been reduced to fuck all

 

[turkproducer]

You didnt drink enough tbh. Supposed to drink till everything feels good and you cant remember the goofy goofs you got up to the night before

If I drink too much I get tired as fuck lol

I wasn’t only drinking so didn’t wanna drink too much.