i don't even feel like myself anymore

[rawdogprince]

I look in the mirror and don't see me. I just seem some goofy looking incel motherfucker. It's so weird to think. I used to just see me. Now I just see a stranger. I don't feel like myself. I feel like an outsider watching some incel fail his life. I get this when I smoke weed but right now I'm sober. Maybe I should just smoke weed. I don't fucking know. I just know I feel bad.