I dont feel anything anymore

[MyDreamIsToBe183CM]

Im so fucking depressed I've deadass been walking around like a brainless zombie, and I thought injecting drugs to looksmaxx would make me feel some sort of way but I didn't even give a shit, I even decided to inject fucking fat dissovlers in my face without hesitating, and I couldnt give a shit if i went blind or not, and I don't even feel proud that I did it as a accomplishment. No corny shit at all I actually dont remember the last time ive been happy since I was 12


The reason why this is over for me is that it leads me to believe when my SN arrives Im actually gonna do it and not pussy out. I dont even care that I ordered that shit or that I have a good chance of dying right now Truly over for me not even therapy will save me atp

 

[shia.jihadist]

dont kys but if you're gonna kill yourself do something funny first like kamikaze a plane into tel aviv or some shit