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My heart is aching again today even though I been off cocaine for a month at this point, completely sober except a couple drinks
I’m a heart attack waiting to happen…
Am I fucked…
did I irreparably damage my heart when I had that mini heart attack from megadosing cocaine ??
Am I going to die randomly at a young age?
Did I take decades from my lifespan?
Am I going to be another random young death?
Just because I was depressed and fell into a black hole of hedonism to escape my internal suffering
If I ever randomly stop all activity for over a year, just assume I died a shit death
I’m sorry mother for not being perfect, I tried
I’m a heart attack waiting to happen…
Am I fucked…
did I irreparably damage my heart when I had that mini heart attack from megadosing cocaine ??
Am I going to die randomly at a young age?
Did I take decades from my lifespan?
Am I going to be another random young death?
Just because I was depressed and fell into a black hole of hedonism to escape my internal suffering
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If I ever randomly stop all activity for over a year, just assume I died a shit death
I’m sorry mother for not being perfect, I tried