I don't know what to do.

[quodia]

I love her
I love her so much,

But I shes using me for comfort and emotional support.
She couldnt give a fuck about me because I'm short, and she's just waiting for superior genes to come find her.

Been thinking alot about suicide tonight. Shes not the main reason though, Im 5'4 at 17 and was molested was I was 9, My brothers also dying.
My whole life ive been able to be taken advantage of, whether it was sexually or emotionally, I've always been unable and felt to small to stand up for myself.

Everywhere I look, another pair of eyes looks down on me, metaphorically and literally.

Please give me a reason to live.

I've heard forever feels like closing your eyes and counting to one.

 

[FutureSlayer]

You don’t love her as well. You just like her face/body

 

[esoterik]

give you another reason to live? this is a incel forum

 

[NorwoodAscender]

keep fighting man, it’s always darkest before dawn boyo