I don't like it when people are nice to me

[neurosis]

1. I literally cannot tell if they're being sincere or using me for an ulterior motive
2. It ruins my abused dog perception of the world.
3. I like lurking in high-cortisol, low frequency vibrations like a 4-dimensional lizard person. It's a familiar environment for my incel consciousness and therefore comforting.
4. It makes me feel like a terrible person for having such a cynical way of seeing other humans

 

[Stooge]

 

[lastredeemer]

 

[neurosis]

 

[2025cel]

It ain't that deep

 

[superpsycho]

I literally cannot tell if they're being sincere or using me for an ulterior motive

same

also i have a hard time taking compliments

 

[superpsycho]

It ain't that deep

 

[neurosis]

It ain't that deep

We choose to incarnate in this realm to experience extreme emotional polarity - it really is that deep. And running away from your duty and larping as an enlightened monk is missing the entire point