I dont see a reality where im gonna live past 21

[lilboat]

Genuinely whats the point of life
Wake up hour before work. Work 8 hours atleast. One hour till home . Now you have bout 4 hours of free time 2 of that is going to gym and other bullshit.
Probably will never reach financial freedom, this is my life forever living for the weekends doing fuck all. Even with all the hard maxing in the world will never get ltr cause of nd I can barely act non akward nt for 6 hours how am i ever gonna be able to pretend 24/7 when living with foid. Been relating to Elliot rodger alot lately nigga bought lottery tickets didnt win and after that said fuck it atleast that nigga had rich parents. I dont think I can live this life. Autism and minimum wageslave is truly brutal

 

[optimisticzoomer]

@Debetro has been happily living in his car for the past 8 years

 

[Foreverbrad]

You are right.

You’ve not covered the sheer burnout of wageslaving if you’re ND, you will not be able to cope with that forced constant being around people long term.

Weekends are lost to sleep debt, chores and dread.

At this point, lack of money is causing me significantly more pain in my life than being incel. It’s not just the act of wageslaving but also being treated like scum by your coworkers because they are normies who can shoot ahead of you in life by spending all their disposable income on status (which gives real returns for normies but will do nothing for an incel/autist) while as an incel you first have to waste years slaving for surgeries and then pretty much the rest of it living like a peasant to try and achieve financial independence.

And even if you do achieve financial independence you’ll be 40+, what’s the point? You have zero social value or SMV, you’ve found “peace” by being able to withdraw from society but at the cost of twenty years of torture. Maybe “peace” would have been easier with a bullet twenty years ago.

 

[Aladin]

Weekends are lost to sleep debt, chores and dread.

Even worse on a nocturnal night shift.

 

[Debetro]

@Debetro has been happily living in his car for the past 8 years

I'm friends with villagers, they give me food, water, clothes and whatever I need. I think my only bills are mobile data and gas.
I work 2 months a year in case I need to travel overseas or something special like that.

 

[Foreverbrad]

Even worse on a nocturnal night shift.

A night shift would be better if it was at least a solitary job. It’s the forced social interaction / proximity that turns my 8 hour work day into what feels like 24+ hours without sleep.

 

[lilboat]

You are right.

You’ve not covered the sheer burnout of wageslaving if you’re ND

normies will never get how draining it is and how intense most basic interactions can be cause your brain is simply just wired differently