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Mongrelcel
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I have failos that are unfixable and I will never ascend. I'll never be confident or like the way I look.
By this point, I hate women. You really need to look at them through rose colored glasses as a man, or otherwise you will see the million negative traits they share.
I will never be able to play the role of the simp boyfriend, which is necessary if youre not a chad. Combine that with the fact I hate women and everything feminine, with my bad looks, with my social retardation cause by years of inceldom, and its pretty safe to say I will never have any kind of a relationship with a female ever.
i don't have any friends, nor a way to make any new friends. I'm extremly behind in about every aspec of life. Mentally im about a 14 yo child. I never hit the milestones required to progress further.
My opinions are extremly fringe and socially despised. Its fine to have a few, but mine are almost all like this.
I dont really see a way for me to stop rotting and leave PSL. My brain is forever infected with knowledge that makes life impossible to live. How can you live knowing just how big is the difference between you and chad? Between you and the average woman? Or even the normie who hasnt spent his entire life rotting?
Its not exactly possible to forget all this, and impossible to come to terms with it. I'm not saying im going to rope, but I do think about it every day, and dont see any other future. Most likely outcome will be rotting for another however many years, and by then the shame, depression and the weight of my failure will be great enough to actually do it.
By this point, I hate women. You really need to look at them through rose colored glasses as a man, or otherwise you will see the million negative traits they share.
I will never be able to play the role of the simp boyfriend, which is necessary if youre not a chad. Combine that with the fact I hate women and everything feminine, with my bad looks, with my social retardation cause by years of inceldom, and its pretty safe to say I will never have any kind of a relationship with a female ever.
i don't have any friends, nor a way to make any new friends. I'm extremly behind in about every aspec of life. Mentally im about a 14 yo child. I never hit the milestones required to progress further.
My opinions are extremly fringe and socially despised. Its fine to have a few, but mine are almost all like this.
I dont really see a way for me to stop rotting and leave PSL. My brain is forever infected with knowledge that makes life impossible to live. How can you live knowing just how big is the difference between you and chad? Between you and the average woman? Or even the normie who hasnt spent his entire life rotting?
Its not exactly possible to forget all this, and impossible to come to terms with it. I'm not saying im going to rope, but I do think about it every day, and dont see any other future. Most likely outcome will be rotting for another however many years, and by then the shame, depression and the weight of my failure will be great enough to actually do it.