I don't think my life is that bad

[yoshisand]

Ive had to grow up with a antisocial narcissistic borderline whore of a mom who bitches and complains and genuinely has no positive traits about her whatsoever. A childish father who can’t control his temper stubborn and quite frankly incompetent. Ive been homeless for 6 months. Ive broken my nose due to my body dysmorphia. Ive had nothing but negative reinforcement all my life. My first kiss didn’t want to claim me as one of her many kisses. Every secret i told my mother she told her friends. My ‘friends’ say that there is no positive traits about me that they can remember. They said it openly to me while on call. My mom has called me a thug, a brat, spoiled, a rat and other hurtful things. I was bullied made fun of and taken advantage off. I was molested twice by my cousin and by my mother. I hate my face it reminds me of my mothers. i hate my body. Women have legit looked at my body with disgust before. I mentally cannot take compliments. i was assulted by my mother and step father on multiple occasions. Oh when i was 8. I was locked in a room by my stepfather crying my heart out wanting my mother, guess what she was in the next room over doing jack. Scrolling on facebook and instagram.
Does anybody have like a tragic story they want to vent to me in open

 

[yoshisand]

Ive had to grow up with a antisocial narcissistic borderline whore of a mom who bitches and complains and genuinely has no positive traits about her whatsoever. A childish father who can’t control his temper stubborn and quite frankly incompetent. Ive been homeless for 6 months. Ive broken my nose due to my body dysmorphia. Ive had nothing but negative reinforcement all my life. My first kiss didn’t want to claim me as one of her many kisses. Every secret i told my mother she told her friends. My ‘friends’ say that there is no positive traits about me that they can remember. They said it openly to me while on call. My mom has called me a thug, a brat, spoiled, a rat and other hurtful things. I was bullied made fun of and taken advantage off. I was molested twice by my cousin and by my mother. I hate my face it reminds me of my mothers. i hate my body. Women have legit looked at my body with disgust before. I mentally cannot take compliments. i was assulted by my mother and step father on multiple occasions. Oh when i was 8. I was locked in a room by my stepfather crying my heart out wanting my mother, guess what she was in the next room over doing jack. Scrolling on facebook and instagram.
Does anybody have like a tragic story they want to vent to me in open

Yet still I think that somebody has a worse life than me I don't know

 

[yoshisand]

@zemult @cromagnon @Mess @NoaA99 y'all are like the only user that I remember in this platform but do you think it can be worse

 

[cromagnon]

Bro it is you need to get some therapy asap and start going in nature and stuff

 

[ey88]

I’m so sorry bro

 

[yoshisand]

Bro it is you need to get some therapy asap and start going in nature and stuff

I'm only sixteen so I'm going to have to wait a while

 

[romanstock]

Hard to fully believe the rest when you complain about something as basic as this:

"Oh when i was 8. I was locked in a room by my stepfather crying my heart out wanting my mother, guess what she was in the next room over doing jack. Scrolling on facebook and instagram."

 

[yoshisand]

Hard to fully believe the rest when you complain about something as basic as this:

"Oh when i was 8. I was locked in a room by my stepfather crying my heart out wanting my mother, guess what she was in the next room over doing jack. Scrolling on facebook and instagram."

I swear on Jesus name and father and son and the holy Spirit. That I am not lying. I agree this shit sounds too cruel to happen to a person but I can assure it happened

 

[yoshisand]

Hard to fully believe the rest when you complain about something as basic as this:

"Oh when i was 8. I was locked in a room by my stepfather crying my heart out wanting my mother, guess what she was in the next room over doing jack. Scrolling on facebook and instagram."

Although you are a random on looksmax.org and I have nothing to prove to you

 

[romanstock]

I swear on Jesus name and father and son and the holy Spirit. That I am not lying. I agree this shit sounds too cruel to happen to a person but I can assure it happened

then why you complaining about basic discipline

 

[yoshisand]

then why you complaining about basic discipline

No I had horrible nightmares when I was younger and I liked to sleep in the bed with my mother. she only knew this man for about 6 months to a year at this point. I like a naive 8 year old wanted to sleep in the bed with my mother when I had a bad dream when I didn't get what I want I started to cry. Ironically I picked it up from my mother who used to throw tantrums when she was mad. Went in my room cried in my pillow in fact. When I went back to open my door I found it was locked. Wouldn't you know it the step-dad 6 foot 200+ pounds has used his weight to block the door I remember the rattles and how helpless I felt I wanted to get out of that room and go towards my mom. But she didn't do anything she just let this man who she only knew for a year just do that to her son. I remember saying something 'your supposed to be my mother why are you letting some random guy do this to me' I remember my heart was hurting not in a physical way but in a emotional way. I started throwing stuff around the room I couldn't control myself. I had one of those big blocky tvs back then. So it wouldn't break. When I finally calm down and stopped crying. And she let me out. I said that to her she just minimized what happened played it off like it was no big deal. I am disowning her as soon as I am 18.

 

[romanstock]

No I had horrible nightmares when I was younger and I liked to sleep in the bed with my mother. she only knew this man for about 6 months to a year at this point. I like a naive 8 year old wanted to sleep in the bed with my mother when I had a bad dream when I didn't get what I want I started to cry. Ironically I picked it up from my mother who used to throw tantrums when she was mad. Went in my room cried in my pillow in fact. When I went back to open my door I found it was locked. Wouldn't you know it the step-dad 6 foot 200+ pounds has used his weight to block the door I remember the rattles and how helpless I felt I wanted to get out of that room and go towards my mom. But she didn't do anything she just let this man who she only knew for a year just do that to her son. I remember saying something 'your supposed to be my mother why are you letting some random guy do this to me' I remember my heart was hurting not in a physical way but in a emotional way. I started throwing stuff around the room I couldn't control myself. I had one of those big blocky tvs back then. So it wouldn't break. When I finally calm down and stopped crying. And she let me out. I said that to her she just minimized what happened played it off like it was no big deal. I am disowning her as soon as I am 18.

you're fucking 8 yrs old, the guy was trying to teach you to stop being a pathetic mummy's boy and to sleep alone.

 

[yoshisand]

you're fucking 8 yrs old, the guy was trying to teach you to stop being a pathetic mummy's boy and to sleep alone.

You know what I've noticed about Millennials your generally unsympathetic and very antisocial about traumatic experiences that happen inside of household.
Quoted as being a man but I will tell you one thing a real man would keep a 8 year old boy locked in his room with him screaming his lungs out. You know what that gave me antisocial personality disorder and now I have to tell myself not to prey on others.
No, I'm not sure how you grew up. But if you think this is normal then I think your father is a disappointment and I hope he rots deep underground.
I'm not sure if your abused as a child. So let me reword this for you so it can get this clear in your skull I was a 8 year old aspie child with ADHD wanting to see his mother. And he was 6 foot 200 pound 32 year old man fully conscious and aware of my disorder.

 

[yoshisand]

you're fucking 8 yrs old, the guy was trying to teach you to stop being a pathetic mummy's boy and to sleep alone.

Let me quit acting emotional, I mean your 35 year old virgin. You are beneath me. I doubt your life is that entertaining nothing substantial even. Mater fact I doubt life has any substance at all in fact if I were you I would kill myself if my life turned out like you I would end it.

 

[yoshisand]

you're fucking 8 yrs old, the guy was trying to teach you to stop being a pathetic mummy's boy and to sleep alone.

Materafact how's this ill cashapp you money so you can. I don't know buy an escort if you don't get rejected off rip. I mean look at you

 

[romanstock]

You know what I've noticed about Millennials your generally unsympathetic and very antisocial about traumatic experiences that happen inside of household.
Quoted as being a man but I will tell you one thing a real man would keep a 8 year old boy locked in his room with him screaming his lungs out. You know what that gave me antisocial personality disorder and now I have to tell myself not to prey on others.
No, I'm not sure how you grew up. But if you think this is normal then I think your father is a disappointment and I hope he rots deep underground.
I'm not sure if your abused as a child. So let me reword this for you so it can get this clear in your skull I was a 8 year old aspie child with ADHD wanting to see his mother. And he was 6 foot 200 pound 32 year old man fully conscious and aware of my disorder.

when i was 5 i used to always beg mummy to sleep beside me until i fell asleep. one night she didn't and i cried like a little baby for as long as possible before falling asleep. from then on i went to asleep alone. every kid and animal goes through that phase where he has to be separated from his mother. you're 8 yrs old ffs, locking you in your room was for your own benefit to grow up.

imagine trying to fuck your mum and some stupid 8 yr old boy wants to be in the same bed.

 

[romanstock]

Materafact how's this ill cashapp you money so you can. I don't know buy an escort if you don't get rejected off rip. I mean look at you

Go to your room you little brat.

 

[yoshisand]

Go to your room you little brat.

If you could get someone to go to yours I will

 

[yoshisand]

when i was 5 i used to always beg mummy to sleep beside me until i fell asleep. one night she didn't and i cried like a little baby for as long as possible before falling asleep. from then on i went to asleep alone. every kid and animal goes through that phase where he has to be separated from his mother. you're 8 yrs old ffs, locking you in your room was for your own benefit to grow up.

imagine trying to fuck your mum and some stupid 8 yr old boy wants to be in the same bed.

I guess he wasn't man enough to sit have a civil conversation instead of laughing and closing the door shut on 8 year old this was supposed to be my future father instead of being childish. Maybe he could've been a man.

 

[AlhamDoolilah]

When I was 9 I got molested by a guy with Down Syndrome

 

[yoshisand]

When I was 9 I got molested by a guy with Down Syndrome

 

[NoaA99]

You need to put your past to rest, probably with the help of a competent professional. The bond between parents and children significantly impacts your adult personality. While it may not be fully malleable at this point, being open to this discomfort will likely help you break free from the victim role you currently embrace.
But you have to truly want it- otherwise, the pain isn't severe enough.

Just saying, my past hasn't been a fairy tale either.
While I grew up relatively wealthy and in stable circumstances, I was an odd kid with several chronic diseases and physical disadvantages from birth complications.

At 12, when I switched schools to be with my best friends, I got severely bullied. It started slow but became intense, and eventually, my entire class turned against me. Even my friends, lacking the guts to stand up for their friend, joined in.
It got so bad, that I came home overly wounded and covered in bruises on a regular basis.
At one point, I had to quit football, as one of my teams best players because of it. My „friends“ carried it over there.

I always lied to my parents, who were completely unaware.
To this day, I have a distant relationship with them. I also had been forced to see multiple doctors because they suspected my bruises were due to an specific illness.
Then, out of nowhere, my friends came back, pretending to accept me again.
They invited me to a class party, which I accepted, finally hoping for change.
But at the party, they showed their true intentions, mocking me for being naïve enough to think they wanted to befriend me again.
They again forced me to do humiliating things, leaving me covered in blood and bruises at the end.
That was the one time I couldn't hold back tears in front of them, as I was so disappointed. It was the moment I decided to shit on these idiots.
I started training so intense, that I even passed out regularly from it (no recommendation), and within 1-2 years, no one of them dared to mess with me.
The same female classmates, who once told me I was so ugly I should kill myself, now wanted my attention.
I even slept with several of them before getting into a relationship, breaking their evil hearts.
It's so ironic how they once tormented me and just 2-3 years later competed for my affection, acting like nothing happened the past 2 years.

In short, you can bounce back as well.
Don't let your past define you. Cut out the toxic people in your life and focus on yourself.
It will be hard, but you're almost a man now. Stand up for yourself and take responsibility for your unhappiness. Otherwise, nothing will change.
There is no shame in getting professional help to do so.

 

[yoshisand]

When I was 9 I got molested by a guy with Down Syndrome

If your being serious I'm seriously sorry that's fucking awful. And I'm deeply sorry for being another guy who makes light on the whole situation

 

[zemult]

You need to put your past to rest, probably with the help of a competent professional. The bond between parents and children significantly impacts your adult personality. While it may not be fully malleable at this point, being open to this discomfort will likely help you break free from the victim role you currently embrace.
But you have to truly want it- otherwise, the pain isn't severe enough.

Just saying, my past hasn't been a fairy tale either.
While I grew up relatively wealthy and in stable circumstances, I was an odd kid with several chronic diseases and physical disadvantages from birth complications.

At 12, when I switched schools to be with my best friends, I got severely bullied. It started slow but became intense, and eventually, my entire class turned against me. Even my friends, lacking the guts to stand up for their friend, joined in.
It got so bad, that I came home overly wounded and covered in bruises on a regular basis.
At one point, I had to quit football, as one of my teams best players because of it. My „friends“ carried it over there.

I always lied to my parents, who were completely unaware.
To this day, I have a distant relationship with them. I also had been forced to see multiple doctors because they suspected my bruises were due to an specific illness.
Then, out of nowhere, my friends came back, pretending to accept me again.
They invited me to a class party, which I accepted, finally hoping for change.
But at the party, they showed their true intentions, mocking me for being naïve enough to think they wanted to befriend me again.
They again forced me to do humiliating things, leaving me covered in blood and bruises at the end.
That was the one time I couldn't hold back tears in front of them, as I was so disappointed. It was the moment I decided to shit on these idiots.
I started training so intense, that I even passed out regularly from it (no recommendation), and within 1-2 years, no one of them dared to mess with me.
The same female classmates, who once told me I was so ugly I should kill myself, now wanted my attention.
I even slept with several of them before getting into a relationship, breaking their evil hearts.
It's so ironic how they once tormented me and just 2-3 years later competed for my affection, acting like nothing happened the past 2 years.

In short, you can bounce back as well.
Don't let your past define you. Cut out the toxic people in your life and focus on yourself.
It will be hard, but you're almost a man now. Stand up for yourself and take responsibility for your unhappiness. Otherwise, nothing will change.
There is no shame in getting professional help to do so.

Slayer, I wish I had a bounce back story but unfortunately it wasn't in the cards for me.

 

[NoaA99]

Slayer, I wish I had a bounce back story but unfortunately it wasn't in the cards for me.

Can always create one. Also that was only during teenage years. Now as an adult I still face many problems, especially in regards to chronic conditions. But it definitely serves as a motivation for me to this day.

 

[zemult]

Can always create one. Also that was only during teenage years. Now as an adult I still face many problems, especially in regards to chronic conditions. But it definitely serves as a motivation for me to this day.

Nah, tbh. It's kinda over as an adult LTN. White, blue eyes, decent height, but LTN face, it truly never began.

My only hope is the surgery gamble.