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The life of despair is too much to bare
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I’m currently in high school. I don’t really care anymore about what girls I get or how many friends I have. When I first took the blackpill route, It didn’t change much, except for the way I viewed people. It wasn’t until a few blackpilled experiences that I truly believed the shit was real.
I am grateful for being so aware on the grounds of reality, but what really pisses me off is that no one in real life decided to do introspection. They didn’t change, they saw me as the same jestermaxxer from 2019. That is what pisses me off, I have expanded my mind, almost no one I know in real life has. Everyone is still the same selfish, consuming piece of shit like they were from 3 years ago.
I don’t do physical shit like working out or taking cold showers, but I read factual books, I practice eastern philosophy, and I try to invent new things. Your mind is the most powerful tool in the end. Also, I am willing to try working out, sleeping early, or having a better diet.
I don’t care if these androids don’t do the shit I or many others do, but what bothers me is I have to be around these ignorant people for the rest of my life, whether that be jobs, school, college, everywhere.
Despite my deep rooted hatred for how unfair and toxic the western world works today, I am not a violent person at the end of the day. It’s just not who I am. So because of this, I’ve decided to do more introspection, since no one is willing to irl. And you guys should too.
IQmaxxing is the most needed pill.
I am grateful for being so aware on the grounds of reality, but what really pisses me off is that no one in real life decided to do introspection. They didn’t change, they saw me as the same jestermaxxer from 2019. That is what pisses me off, I have expanded my mind, almost no one I know in real life has. Everyone is still the same selfish, consuming piece of shit like they were from 3 years ago.
I don’t do physical shit like working out or taking cold showers, but I read factual books, I practice eastern philosophy, and I try to invent new things. Your mind is the most powerful tool in the end. Also, I am willing to try working out, sleeping early, or having a better diet.
I don’t care if these androids don’t do the shit I or many others do, but what bothers me is I have to be around these ignorant people for the rest of my life, whether that be jobs, school, college, everywhere.
Despite my deep rooted hatred for how unfair and toxic the western world works today, I am not a violent person at the end of the day. It’s just not who I am. So because of this, I’ve decided to do more introspection, since no one is willing to irl. And you guys should too.
IQmaxxing is the most needed pill.
