I don't wanna keep fucking going anymore

[saiya_online]

Woke up in the middle of the night and looked at myself stopped from jutting and I have no faith in my anymore

Why has God forsaken me to such misery? Everyday I see Allah and God people speak on his name in glory. "He loved each and one of us in his image" why has he forsaken us? To feel pain and suffering in such this way? Neither of my parents are recessed and have big jaws but me? 15 years old, out of freshman year, ugly disgusting, freakish, dysgenic, abomination, why did he make me this way? Why? I ask myself this everyday. May my bones grow yet? Why haven't they? I can't keeping going like this any longer. Schery6 bad the right idea for all of us, it's best to just end it. People don't want us to exist, they put us down, beat us, humiliate, abuse. Yet expect us to be good people and follow the laws of this world.

I thought about the other day, I looked at this girl. She was being quite the horrible person, I thought about going back home, grabbing my machete and start to grab her and fucking cutting her into pieces and ripping her organs out. She was recording this manlet that I saw, made me very angry.
To assure you it's not a larp

I never fucking lie.
My body feels hungry anyways, I'll have to eat more raw meat to keep this up.

 

[soontoaccend]

you're 15 you're still young. If i were 15 i would unironically try hard mewing, chewing, pulling all that shit on HGH too. The worst thing that could happen is you lose like 1000 dollars. Just make 20k and get surgery you already look better than most people on this forum.

 

[Yuno_howitez]

you retarded faggot you have a top tier eye area just get a genioplasty and jaw implants when u are older u can already get a gf with these looks but u can mog with those two things. stop being a little bitch and chew some gum and carrots maybe u wont need jaw implants just genioplasty. retarded little nigger

 

[Jase]

15 and crying it's over lol