i don't want to talk to anyone irl

[hax]

no matter how many compliments they give me irl i literally cannot speak back to them, it feels like i'm not worthy, even with deformed people

 

[HundredManSlayer]

they give you compliments at least

 

[Notcel]

Same

 

[hax]

they give you compliments at least

yeah whatever, it just feels fake and superficial, my friends keep hating on me and i know these are the people who stay real, no matter how brutal.

i spent 30 minutes in the bathroom cause they called me a greasy femboy just to figure out a way to temporarily fix my looks with what i had in that moment.

 

[HundredManSlayer]

yeah whatever, it just feels fake and superficial, my friends keep hating on me and i know these are the people who stay real, no matter how brutal.

i spent 30 minutes in the bathroom cause they called me a greasy femboy just to figure out a way to temporarily fix my looks with what i had in that moment.

yeah, i left all that shit behind because it hurt me so bad

 

[hax]

yeah, i left all that shit behind because it hurt me so bad

friends?

 

[HundredManSlayer]

friends?

school, friends, social life all of it

 

[hax]

school, friends, social life all of it

too lonely for me not to be with them though, it's a dealbreaker

 

[ahavik]

no matter how many compliments they give me irl i literally cannot speak back to them, it feels like i'm not worthy, even with deformed people

wdym nothing coming soon

 

[hax]

wdym nothing coming soon

family found out, plans canceled

 

[ahavik]

family found out, plans canceled

what was it sbout

 

[hax]

what was it sbout

idk they want me diagnosed now and they think all i do has no meaning, really nothing i wanna talk about rn

 

[DoctorPMA]

snap out of this thinking because humans are designed to be social animals

 

[hax]

snap out of this thinking because humans are designed to be social animals

good signature, i used to love those animations

 

[ahavik]

idk they want me diagnosed now and they think all i do has no meaning

thats bad tbh, hope u get better soon

 

[hax]

thats bad tbh, hope u get better soon

thank u

 

[raeesfan]

no matter how many compliments they give me irl i literally cannot speak back to them, it feels like i'm not worthy, even with deformed people

That sounds pretty tough it's not like ur not worthy It sounds more like your confidence just shuts down in the moment

Alot of people can feel like that even if it doesn't look like it you dont need to force yourself to be perfect socially you can just take small steps like replying something simple is enough

 

[hax]

That sounds pretty tough it's not like ur not worthy It sounds more like your confidence just shuts down in the moment

Alot of people can feel like that even if it doesn't look like it you dont need to force yourself to be perfect socially you can just take small steps like replying something simple is enough

i'm not pretty enough for me to assault them with my eye contact

 

[raeesfan]

i'm not pretty enough for me to assault them with my eye contact

You don't need to be pretty enough to make eye contact it's like basic human interaction but I think Ur just being way harder on yourself than anyone else is

 

[hax]

You don't need to be pretty enough to make eye contact it's like basic human interaction but I think Ur just being way harder on yourself than anyone else is

feels like SA

 

[Iamsobased]

no matter how many compliments they give me irl i literally cannot speak back to them, it feels like i'm not worthy, even with deformed people

Weirdo