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So i've decided to share this experience because of how wholesome and realistc it feeled, every sensation, emotion, sound, even taste and smell and how brutal it is to know everything was just lovehavers ramblings and of course will never happend in real life due to my abused dog behavior while even being low htn in a good day.
I would also like to clarify that I am writing this as soon as possible so as not to forget every detail, this is a practice also used to help induce lucid dreams a little by the way. Will upload on .org later.
This is how it feels to be in the shoes of Chad, maybe this is what you would see and feel through his eyes
How it started is somewhat difficult to remember, you know sometimes dreams seems like they dont have meaning in the beggining or maybe your brain keeps the most relevant parts, discarding the beginning or the end.
Where I think it starts is when I'm going to my first day of school, it's a huge school, it has two fields, one for tennis and one for football and also a swimming pool. Every student including myself wore a uniform to attend. The first friend I made was when I was playing in the yard, he had blonde hair and a strange hairstyle, he was very nice so he became my friend very quickly.
This part is very vague but it is also the most important, it is when I meet her, I don't remember how it was exactly, I think it was also in the courtyard or maybe in the classroom.
I don't remember her physical appearance very well, but I only know that she was not extravagantly beautiful-PSL goddess scale but she fit my tastes and looksmatch perfectly, as if she was made just for me and I for her.
Her skin was pale and you could even see a few blue veins in her neck area, she also had freckles on her face and her eye color was hazel/honey, I think her hair was dark brown and she also had slightly crooked teeth which made her look adorable somehow, she also didn't wear makeup, which gave her that natural, angelic beauty.
I remember the smell she had, I couldn't describe it well but she had a conventional fruity perfume smell, the thing is that I can only imagine her smelling so cozy and calming with that perfume as if her pheromones were the true essence behind her sweet smell.
I don't know how to explain it but I know that we became great friends, as if how 1 - 2 years have happened in the dream, Because we already had a chemistry between us, she behaved playfully sometimes she teased me a little as if trying to annoy me in a friendly flirtatious way.
The part that will remain engraved like the brand of the red-hot iron in my memory because it was something I have never felt since the day I was born, was when we were both in a empty classroom. I even remember the weather outside as the windows were behind us, it was cloudy, the sky was grey, it was a little cold and it was drizzling. We were both wearing sportswear, a white shirt which had two green stripes on the sleeves she also was wearing a little black skirt, white sneakers, and she had long white socks as well.
We were both sitting watching and reacting to some video or movie on his laptop, I also remember that before we started watching she lent me one of his airpods so we could share it together. We had a good time, watching and laughing together, sometimes maybe making silly and funny comments when the first brushes or touches between us began, maybe they were intentional, due to the heat of the moment or maybe it was on purpose, both of us instinctively seeking each other out like the soul mates we were. When we realized that we were starting to break our personal space, we both backed off a bit, she got a little tense and I got a little nervous.
I remember that I had a soda that I would drink occasionally, at some point, I don't know how the little cap of the bottle would slip from between my fingers It is at that moment that she tries to help me pick it up, she inadvertently had to lean on my crotch to pick up the lid that was on my left side while she positioned her leg on that same side so she could rise which left her sitting on top of me. The moment her body rose and I could appreciate the view which were her hips on mine and her swaying breasts which I could see through her shirt that she was wearing black bras.
She with her delicate, fine and soft hands touched both sides of my neck as she came closer to kiss me and I also did so as I hugged her and placed my hand on her left thigh while my other hand touched the back of her neck.
I could feel it ALL, how her smell grew stronger the closer she came to me, how it felt to touch her skin and flesh, how my erect penis passed through her little skirt so I could stroke myself in her warm panties, even how my face burned because of how blushed and embarrassed I felt. The only thing that I regret is not remember how her sweet voice sounded and her name, maybe I remembered it the moment I woke up but it will remain forever buried in the deepest crypts of my memory...
For a moment I could feel my spirit burning again, like when you light a fireplace in an old, abandoned house or as if you had been reborn again into an innocent person willing to feel but also suffer whatever life has in store for you.
Thanks for reading this far, maybe I will regret posting this thread and will delete it someday.
I would also like to clarify that I am writing this as soon as possible so as not to forget every detail, this is a practice also used to help induce lucid dreams a little by the way. Will upload on .org later.
This is how it feels to be in the shoes of Chad, maybe this is what you would see and feel through his eyes
How it started is somewhat difficult to remember, you know sometimes dreams seems like they dont have meaning in the beggining or maybe your brain keeps the most relevant parts, discarding the beginning or the end.
Where I think it starts is when I'm going to my first day of school, it's a huge school, it has two fields, one for tennis and one for football and also a swimming pool. Every student including myself wore a uniform to attend. The first friend I made was when I was playing in the yard, he had blonde hair and a strange hairstyle, he was very nice so he became my friend very quickly.
This part is very vague but it is also the most important, it is when I meet her, I don't remember how it was exactly, I think it was also in the courtyard or maybe in the classroom.
I don't remember her physical appearance very well, but I only know that she was not extravagantly beautiful-PSL goddess scale but she fit my tastes and looksmatch perfectly, as if she was made just for me and I for her.
Her skin was pale and you could even see a few blue veins in her neck area, she also had freckles on her face and her eye color was hazel/honey, I think her hair was dark brown and she also had slightly crooked teeth which made her look adorable somehow, she also didn't wear makeup, which gave her that natural, angelic beauty.
I remember the smell she had, I couldn't describe it well but she had a conventional fruity perfume smell, the thing is that I can only imagine her smelling so cozy and calming with that perfume as if her pheromones were the true essence behind her sweet smell.
I don't know how to explain it but I know that we became great friends, as if how 1 - 2 years have happened in the dream, Because we already had a chemistry between us, she behaved playfully sometimes she teased me a little as if trying to annoy me in a friendly flirtatious way.
The part that will remain engraved like the brand of the red-hot iron in my memory because it was something I have never felt since the day I was born, was when we were both in a empty classroom. I even remember the weather outside as the windows were behind us, it was cloudy, the sky was grey, it was a little cold and it was drizzling. We were both wearing sportswear, a white shirt which had two green stripes on the sleeves she also was wearing a little black skirt, white sneakers, and she had long white socks as well.
We were both sitting watching and reacting to some video or movie on his laptop, I also remember that before we started watching she lent me one of his airpods so we could share it together. We had a good time, watching and laughing together, sometimes maybe making silly and funny comments when the first brushes or touches between us began, maybe they were intentional, due to the heat of the moment or maybe it was on purpose, both of us instinctively seeking each other out like the soul mates we were. When we realized that we were starting to break our personal space, we both backed off a bit, she got a little tense and I got a little nervous.
I remember that I had a soda that I would drink occasionally, at some point, I don't know how the little cap of the bottle would slip from between my fingers It is at that moment that she tries to help me pick it up, she inadvertently had to lean on my crotch to pick up the lid that was on my left side while she positioned her leg on that same side so she could rise which left her sitting on top of me. The moment her body rose and I could appreciate the view which were her hips on mine and her swaying breasts which I could see through her shirt that she was wearing black bras.
She with her delicate, fine and soft hands touched both sides of my neck as she came closer to kiss me and I also did so as I hugged her and placed my hand on her left thigh while my other hand touched the back of her neck.
I could feel it ALL, how her smell grew stronger the closer she came to me, how it felt to touch her skin and flesh, how my erect penis passed through her little skirt so I could stroke myself in her warm panties, even how my face burned because of how blushed and embarrassed I felt. The only thing that I regret is not remember how her sweet voice sounded and her name, maybe I remembered it the moment I woke up but it will remain forever buried in the deepest crypts of my memory...
For a moment I could feel my spirit burning again, like when you light a fireplace in an old, abandoned house or as if you had been reborn again into an innocent person willing to feel but also suffer whatever life has in store for you.
Thanks for reading this far, maybe I will regret posting this thread and will delete it someday.
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