Untrinsic
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It started with this pretty foid, with bipolar 2 
and (non impulsive) BPD . I had not learned my lesson with mentally ill women, I had the opinion that the things said about mentally ill women were exaggerated or untrue.
I thought that since she seemed to have good communication skills and we clicked really well together, these did not matter. She lives very far from me but since she is older and has the capacity to visit my 16 year old ass, I kept liking her.
Shortly after we met I became her favorite person (bpd obsession) and shortly after that she entered a manic episode. This was the perfect combination to both lovebomb me and portray herself as perfect for me (these were probably unintentional), these made me obsessed with her and my oneitis. She seemed very trustworthy and I have had no previous reason to distrust her so I trusted everything she said.
Anyways, today I found out that she has been lying about why she was not responding to my messages, I had a funny feeling so I checked this discord server that she is in that I got banned from, using an alt. I looked through her message history on certain dates.
I thought she was in a depressive episode from bipolar, and that is the reason she been barely calling me or talking to me, and she often had a good excuse. But really she hasn't been in a depressive episode for over a week or more.
When she said she was busy with something, this was false as she was active on that shitty server.
Whenever she did not respond, she was active on that shitty server.
So basically she has been ignoring me for multiple days at a time for no reason. She claims to like me still EVEN TODAY but that HAS to be a lie because WHY would she be ignoring me like this if she liked me. She says she would never be dishonest and would tell me if she didn't like me and that she wouldn't fuck me over basically. But she has been.
TL;DR: my mentally ill femoid oneitis abuses my trust and ignores me for days at a time
I am not too upset about it right now because I see the big picture, that she is not a good partner.
and (non impulsive) BPD . I had not learned my lesson with mentally ill women, I had the opinion that the things said about mentally ill women were exaggerated or untrue.I thought that since she seemed to have good communication skills and we clicked really well together, these did not matter.
She lives very far from me but since she is older and has the capacity to visit my 16 year old ass, I kept liking her.Shortly after we met I became her favorite person (bpd obsession) and shortly after that she entered a manic episode. This was the perfect combination to both lovebomb me and portray herself as perfect for me (these were probably unintentional), these made me obsessed with her and my oneitis. She seemed very trustworthy and I have had no previous reason to distrust her so I trusted everything she said.
Anyways, today I found out that she has been lying about why she was not responding to my messages, I had a funny feeling so I checked this discord
server that she is in that I got banned from, using an alt. I looked through her message history on certain dates.I thought she was in a depressive episode from bipolar, and that is the reason she been barely calling me or talking to me, and she often had a good excuse. But really she hasn't been in a depressive episode for over a week or more.
When she said she was busy with something, this was false as she was active on that shitty server.
Whenever she did not respond, she was active on that shitty server.
So basically she has been ignoring me for multiple days at a time for no reason. She claims to like me still EVEN TODAY but that HAS to be a lie because WHY would she be ignoring me like this if she liked me. She says she would never be dishonest and would tell me if she didn't like me and that she wouldn't fuck me over basically. But she has been.
TL;DR: my mentally ill femoid oneitis abuses my trust and ignores me for days at a time
I am not too upset about it right now because I see the big picture, that she is not a good partner.
